2006

gone.

2007-01-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

yup! new url... so pai seh.. bt pls relink mi!! =)

http://crated.wordpress.com

bcums wordpress le!!! =) lolx... i lk da way i can categorize my entries... =) lolx.. c how lahx... mayb wil lcum back to blogspot soon.. c how.. =)

aniwae.. sry abt da links coz it's so troublesome to do dat... n no tagboard.. so pls comments!! click on da 0comments or mayb 1comments or depends on da no. of comments... den pls comments! arigato gozaimase... lolx.. looks wrong.. =P

tata everyone!

pooh

2007-01-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

i luv winnie the pooh!!! =)

one of da first cds i bot!!! friends forever cd!!! da songs r v. v. v. nice... so sweet!!! =)

new url cumin da nxt entry... wil lb using wordpress most prob... =)

till den.. cya!

hafta mood to blog initially.. it's gone. =P

hmmm.. bt hafta blog 2day.. so happening!

woke up 9+.. slacked till late 10 near 11.. den go bathe.. drag here drag dere.. go eat lunch.. macs again!!! =) w my sisters.. den dey go amk hub shoppin.. while i rushed to meet mad n eunice! =) so long no c... lolx.. eunice's hair spent so much still look roughly da same.. =P okiex.. pai seh... den aft dat go adecco to pei eunice... den take 132 go hm... =) den family w/o my er jie go central eat dinner.. so many pple lahx! so ended up eat banquet.. bt da hokkien mee v. nice!!! den cum hm le lorx.. lolx...

lalala. tata.

(sushi)

new.

2007-01-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

new vulgarity i lk to use. KNS. lolx... dat's mi wen i stop studying.. my civilised part of mi closed too. =P so vulgarities here n dere... aniwae.. since wen i m w no vulgarities? lolx.. =P

i rather to work more sia... everytime dat's break or wat i get pissed off...

oh yarhx.. thanks kisa for havin break w mi! n n n n n..

i ate my macs!!!! =) spent 6.20.. bt aiayahx.. nvm.. for my black pepper beef burger.. [wat's da real name of it?] lolx...

oh.. i gt a qn.. wat is ice peach tea in chi? i kana stuck wen tryin to explain da drinks.. lolx...

nth else to blog.

goin out tmr. goin to take bursary tmr. =)

tata. dat's all..

oh.. happy 19th bday to sharon!! =) doubts she reads it aniwae... i wan to eat xin wang! lolx.. i juz luv da food dere.. n da environment... =)

b happy everyone! =)

(sushi)

weird.

2007-01-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

rmb i hada title in my mind juz now.. bt i 4t le.. aniwae...

diz blog skin isv. v. v. v. nice! diz picture is super gd! =) i lk da "globe" =) too bad it isnt ani other color leix... lolx.. i dun lk pink... aniwae.. took it fr http://loose-murmur.blogspot.com

aniwae... lost 45cents 2day.. kekex.. made some mistakes again... sobs.. cant i stop making mistakes! will strive to make 0 mistake tmr... 4 to 10pm... =)

life is improvin. i itnk. =)

sushi jia you! =)

oh.. bea bea cum again 2day.. lolx.. for da food of coz! lolx.. she really luv pepper lunch sia... i wan to eat one day! lolx...

cant tink of stuffs to blog. tata.

strive to b happy. =)

same bloood.

2007-01-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

mi n my da jie cfm r blood sister.. we haf da same blood... lolx.. y do i tink so? read diz entry...

http://shishoi.wordpress.com/2006/12/25/it-just-aint-the-same-anymore/

n i absolutely agree w diz..

I have never given for the mere sake of wishing to receive
something in return. Ask not what others can do for you but what you can do
for others - an adaptation of the famous quote from US former
president John F. Kennedy: “Ask not what your country can do for you – ask
what you can do for your country.” This is something that I truly believe in.

okiex.. i lied.. i did wish for sth in return.. some care n concern...

our “services are terminating” with the effect of 01 Jan 2007.

dat wat i wanted to say oso.. well..nt juz mi... definitely someone tink diz way too...

so pple.. if u dun wan to plan.. den agree w everytin... if u dun wan to volunteer... dun complain... dat simple.. more irritation will cause some drastic effects. i meant it.

since can (red).. i wanted diz myself... (sushi).. =)

btw nt dat i kua jiang zi ji.. mayb nt so for myself.. bt definitely for my two great sisters.. my mama really noe how to teach kids.. or she is juz plain lucky to haf such gd children.. oh.. n my dad too... coz
1. our results r fairly gd
2. we dun smoke, fight, take drugs, etc.
3. we aint stupid w no common sense [mayb dat doesnt apply to mi]
4. we haf no bfs so mama dun haf to worry abt us focusin on r/s
5. we r willing to spend time w family.
6. we noe our limits.
aint my mama lucky?

baaaaaaaaaaaa. nite` =) muz eat breakfast tmr!

deathnote 2

2007-01-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

watched deathnote 2 w qiqi! =)

wat can i say abt da movie... hmmm... nt as gd as i expected? nahx.. nt really.. din expect much.. bt den i dun lk da way light die.. hmmm.. mayb coz i m a supporter of kira? lolx... he done wrong for gd intentions... bt hello? he died due to da god of death? nt nice nt nice... thot he realised his mistake or wat... kinda sad.. teared for him... abt L.. i guess da actions he did herofied [is dere such a word?] him... hmmm.. as in he oso used lives.. i duno lahx...

it goes back to da same qn again... wat will u do if u bcum da bearer of da bk?

so dere's another picture of Light.. pai seh arhx.. i prefer him.. those hu prefer L.. shoo! =P

den went to eat xin wang!!! =) i luv xin wang! for wat reasons? i duno.. lolx.. i juz lk it.. mayb i still prefer chinese food rather den western food? hmmm.. nahx.. cum to tink of it.. i m missing swensen's... bt i wan go my work place eat oso!!! =) c how c how c how...

NEVER MADE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN.

commited 2 mistakes again...
1. 4gt to indicate dat it is take away..

den had some mistakes here dere.. such as i repeat da orders sayin lk one pepsi n one lemon tea.. yet on da com is 2 lemon tea... -.- or shld b pepper steak instead of pepper rice... -.- gettin worse sia... livin w no brains seems nt to work for mi arhx?

did closin! cashier closin by myself! nt really.. lolx.. ask here ask dere.. bt i'm new horx! relatively... da newest one hu is stayin in novena.. hmmm.. nahx.. still gt p... hmmm.. baaaaaaaaaaa. i dun care... =P

life will b gd tmr! lolx.. i mean work... lalala.. doin fr 11 to 6... can do peak hrs! i m kinda sian of no business.. lolx... u noe i aint dat kind hu toks... lalala... n can go hm w c! =) lalala... i feel lk eatin dere tmr.. hmmm.. mayb shld ask... wait.. i no money.. -.-

aniwae.. i sat n sun off!!! yeah!!! =) i will c how is it lahx... lallaa..

dat person is nice... hmmm.. nt really.. bt ok lahx... lolx... so off u fr my black list.. as if i haf one in da first place... -.-

lalala... juz tryin my best to live a simple life... no nth.. jzu work.. eat... watch tv.. use com.. slack.. read... w family.. w frenz... dat's all.. simple rite? dun make mi use my brains.. my brain resting aft 2yrs of hard work...

*snores* nahx.. aint dat tired...

i wan a new purse! lolx.. c how c how.. my long wallet haf to wait.. my watch haf to wait... my cam haf to wait.. hp cannt wait... lolx... a new bag? hmmm.. i juz luv changin bags.. heex.. =P

tata`

wanna wake up early tmr to haf breakfast w mama... din ahf much time spending w dem liaox... lalala... din even dare to tell dem i lose money again.. -.- bless mi! oh yarhx.. 2day no loss.. hee! =)

ii ii ii ii

upset.

2007-01-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

kinda upset.

B-A-S-T-A-R-D.

kinda angry oso.

i noe diz is da start of a new yr.. *nods* bt den... some pple r juz so IDIOTIC...

aniwae.. kinda lost ytd @ work.. first day in 2007.. kinda sad... nearly teared... noes dat person din meant it.. bt den.. argh.. as in i m nt feeling bad enough... den continues to... -.-

i wanted to change to crated.blogspot.com... bt da new beta blogspot is juz so unconvenient.. i preferred da old one.. so since i sianed of creating a new blog n stuffs.. i may b changing a new host instead.. so watch out.. i may b out of blogspot soon.. n to.. wordpress? my sis says it's gd.. so i guess i may change my host.. or to aniother.. c how lahx.. or to wretch... =) lalala.. c how c how.. =P

i m so bloody sick of myself.

i nid to get a life. damn it.

tmr working closin! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! dat's sth worse dan closin.. -.-

toyin da idea of "quiting"? nahx.. nt so soon... bt c how bahx...

life definitely has to get better. it will b. i hope so. =)

w hope.. we can live on... dat's y.. i coninue to haf hope.. =)

enter and prepare to be crated.
i lk da words! =)

bye! *smiles*

happy new year!

2007-01-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

most lkly da last post of diz blog.. =P as usual.. changing my blog url again!!! happy relinkin mi yarhx? lolx...

spent my last few hrs of 2006 working... worked fr hmmm.. i 4gt le.. damn... izzit 5 to 9 or wat? ahhh.. cannt rmb.. i itnk so... den waited for ah lian.. den we took train to cityhall.. squeeze all da way... kana scolded here n dere... to find mel kel bei bea shar san... did i miss out ani one? hope nt...

den fireworks! happy new year!

den bei bea shar san left first... den we juz find a place to sit... tok tok.. den sent kelly off.. den waited for mel dad to fetch us,... thanks for da ride! =) aft dat.. went to mac w lian. coz din feel lk goin hm... all da way till 4.. den we left macs.. den go hm! lolx...

den new year! woke up @ 9+.. bathe n rushed out of da hse.. was late for a few mins... -.- n bad bad new yr start... lost $10...

oh bfore dat... lost my wallet 28 dec.. nt da long one.. juz da nitemare b4 xmas w money inside.. so i m practically so so so suay rite? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

hope i din miss out ani money le... sobs...

aniwae... thanks elmo for da souvenior [how to spell it?] fr HK... =) thanks u!! bt v. v. v. long nv c u liao leix.. haix...

2006.. spent it studyin.. more n more studying... lolx.. dat's wat i did practically da whole yr... disappointments here n dere.. bt den.. life is ermx.. lk dat lorx... oh... nt really.. kinda bad @ oct w stuffs n such... bt den.. yupx... life has to go on... lalala..

new yr resolutions...
1. lose some weights.. 45kg is gd enough for mi...
2. learn guitar..
3. b happy..

animore? hmmm.. cant rmb.. tings dat i wan to do arhx.. oh.. tok more? lolx... wateva..

《菊花台》
你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月儿弯弯固住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望
雨轻轻叹朱红色的窗
我依身在纸上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一缕香
随风飘散你的模样
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤

花已伤完飘落了灿烂
凋谢的市道上冥冥不堪
手摸独樵愁心拆两半
他已上不了爱一辈子摇晃
谁的江山马蹄声慌乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄花
落人断肠我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄花
落人断肠我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
[taken fr: http://mp3.baidu.com]

luv da lyrics!! =) 黄金甲 is gd!

關於《滿城盡帶黃金甲》的由來
詩出自唐朝文人黃巢，他因為總考不上舉人，因此寫了《不第後賦菊詩》抒發怨氣，

『待到秋來九月八，
我花開後百花殺，
沖天香陣透長安，
滿城盡帶黃金甲。』

唐朝末年地方藩鎮割據，朝中宦官專權，以致民怨四起，公元880年黃巢率農民起義軍殺入唐朝京師『長安』，實現了他『沖天香陣透長安，滿城盡帶黃金甲』的理想，只是後來失敗。
[taken fr:http://movie.atmovies.com.tw/movie/film.asp?action=now&film_id=fccn70473444]

i wan watch deathnote 2! tmr i hope.. lolx...

golden flower.

2006-12-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

well.. another movie down!

curse of the golden flower...

i guess my temper is gettin worse.. bt den.. can pple stop tokin wen watchin movies? comment diz comment dat... n da guys juz kip lookin @ da breasts of da women in da movie... -.-

i teared twice in da movie... wonder lots of tings.. n so yup.. din relaly pay 100% attention..

o yarhx.. n i m tinkin.. did jay say wrong 台词? lolx.. mayb it's my problem.. wat i heard was "儿臣为了母后别再吃药。" huh? i thot shld b “母后为了儿臣别再吃药” hmmm. mayb i din relaly hear it properly.. lolx.. bt diz kinda get mi distracted...

den @ da scene wen u noe.. all da pple in golden armor r dyin.. i was tinkin... wat's da use to try? wen u noe it will fail? hmmm...

n kinda find it meaningless to fight fight fight.. n ended up u left w nth.. yes u won.. bt u gt nth in return.. n lost a couple of tings along da way.. wat's da pt?

i find it q. a serious movie n pple can laugh.. i itnk it's my problem.. -.-
i can understand y some pple find it v. boring...
i dun understand da design of da clothes tho...

oh... one qn... so jay n dat guy deir mother is gong li rite? lolx.. i kip tinkin abt it.. den i tink shld b lahx.. bt jzu wanna cfm...

wen u obviously noe it's poison n yet u still dirnk it.. kinda 无奈.. bt now it reminds mi of r/s.. as in u noe u will kip having quarrels n fights.. bt u juz dun wan to break up.. hmmm.. i dunno... nv in a r/s bfore.. wonder i m consider lucky or damn suay?

btw i went to watched it w kisa.. 9.25pm @ jubilee.. den went to void deck tok aft da movie which ended @ ard 11.30.. n tok till 1.15.. lolx...

oh.. bfore dat i wen t out w da girls! kelly holy bei val bea! =) so long long long nv c dem le.. actually i saw bea bea ytd.. thanks for cumin! tho she actually cum for da food.. lolx.. bt nvm... =) missed dem lahx.. so long nv c dem liaox..

n i din take neoprints! so sad lahx.. thot can take.. haix... =P

mayb goin out on newyr eve!!! =) so excited.. bt muz go organise it durin my 2hr break in 14hrs time... i shld relaly go slp... zzz..

nite! =)

great.

2006-12-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

i finally get to diz page n i 4gt wat i wan to do.. as in.. wat i wan to blog... -.-
great.

damn damn damn.

making q. a no. of mistakes here n dere.. goin to drive pple crazy soon.. ooops! lolx...

pple r leaving pepperlunch. sad. one left alr. haix.

tirin.

goin out tmr!!! =) finally get to c pple! lolx.. as in frenz!! sisters!! =P lalala.. more to meet up w.. =) i shld cut my hair soon.. it's da season of cutting hair..

i wan to slp. zzz.

a night @ da museum.

2006-12-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

watched a night @ da museum~

[taken fr http://www.iwatchstuff.com/2006/07/night_at_the_museum_poster.html]

it is super super super super super super super funny! highly highly highly highly highly highly highly recommended!! =) lolx.. now i understood qiqi's nick... quiet... my dumb dumb fren wan to speak now! lolx... =) bt i guess it nt really juz a comedy only.. coz dat Ben Stiller get diz job for his son i guess... kinda christmas movie.. bt v. v. funny.. =) lolx.. lalala...

i haven tink abt my future. damn. m i da only one hu tinks i shld tink abt my future or wat? hmmm.. c how c how c how...

seriously.. as i m lookin thru my blog.. i was tinking.. my blog is super duper bloody boring.. sry for da vulgarities.. i tink aft no sch for so long.. i seems to lose my civilised self... so kip scolding da f word in my mind [i m nice enough nt to say it out.. or only say wen dere's nobody...] lolx.. actulaly i dun wan to lose my nice nice image.. *vomits* since wen i haf nice nice image? wateva..

aniwae.. if u super free pls cum down to eat pepper lunch @ novena sq!! lolx... hope to c u.. pls cum wen i m working.. lolx.. or else u will lk 白来 liaox.. =P bt no lahx.. u cum to eat.. i m happy enough... den da sales can go up! den i happy.. =)

okiex.. dat's all.. since dere's a picture above.. i dun nid to find other stuffs to put it up so my blog can b less boring..

tata everyone! tmr no golden flower.. mayb i shld haunt my mama.. c how c how... =)

oh.. i may b changing my blogskin again.. c how! =P

cashier.

2006-12-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

first day beinga cashier.. stress stress + stress.. lolx... so so so so so bloody stress.. bt den okiex lahx... q. sian.. lolx.. coz 2day rainin lk siao.. so v. lil pple.. -.- so nt so stress.. lolx.. den look @ da floor dey so so so so bz.. lolx... lalala...

ermx.. oh.. tmr oso as trainee den thurs i m on my own! -.- stress! den wkend if im nt wrong i will b workign w ah lian liaox!! yeah!!! haven work w her bfore.. lolx... hmmm.. wonder hu works tmr... lalala.. hope gt sb i noe.. lalala... i muz b more sociable!! -.- lolx.. =P

ltr watching a night @ da museum.. den tmr mayb watchin curse of da golden flower.. =) =) =) lalala.. i definitely wan watch confessions of pain.. ermx.. charlotte's web review is nt gd.. so sad.. c how.. mayb will still go catch it.. hmmm.. if i haf da time.. oh.. muz ask kelly dey all go out on diz fri! muz go ask.. rmb rmb rmb.. -.- lolx...

oh.. received cards fr a few.. let mi tink... kelly val n bei bei.. thanks! =) lolx..

lalala.. wat else to say.. oh... lian send mi da fotos le.. =) i shld post it here...

lolx.. she only sent mi mi n my fav polar bears! will kop more fr her ltr... =P lalala...

small.

2006-12-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

small seems to b a weird title.. bt den.. cant tink of anitin else.. =P

spent my day off aka xmas day @ hm... had lunch @ banquet w my fmaily.. walk walk a bit.. den went back hm n i continue to read a long december.. finished it! =) watched tv.. n here i m.. blogging.. lolx.. sounds sian? bt i'm glad i m @ hm.. dun nid to walk... lolx.. 钱很难赚...

oh.. during our walk walk.. my sis bot sth v. v. cute!! called poppy i tink.. hmmm.. aniwae... its head will pop[?] wen a sound is detected.. so it's sound sensor lahx.. sth lk mel's hse dat light.. bt less responsive.. lolx.. n it is siao de... -.- lolx... 爽爽 will move its head up n down.. 爽爽 refused to move.. bt it's v. v. v.v. .v. v. cute!!!! hu's bday cumin? i will b gettin u dat! lolx..v. impractical bt it's cute!! =P

n i enjoy... being small @ work.. small as in da most inexperienced worker.. tho i m old.. i noe i m old.. 18... sobs. .bt @ least i m legal to drink now.. lolx... i juz go dere n c wat i haf to do.. lolx.. dun nid to decide dun nid to tink. juz do.. =) lalala... den dey teach mi diz teach mi dat.. learn learn learn.. it's great to learn!! =)

starting to b a cashier tmr.. crashcourse.. bless mi dat i aint crashed aft da crashcourse.. =P

gtg.. tata`` nth much to blog aniwae..

i wan to buy comics! lolx... lalala.. money! money! nt earn a lot bt enough i hope.. =P

i so fond of 吴尊 now.. lolx.. n still gt 唐禹哲 of coz.. =P

diz is 吴尊 of coz...

oh.. btw.. happy boxing day! =)

oh.. new yr.. resolutions haven decide yet.. my er jie resolution is to raise awareness... lolx.. so 伟大.. if i can choose wat awareness to raise.. i'll probably choose to raise awareness for animals... n AIDS... y? no idea...

ahhhh.. n hope to work w ah lian one day.. haven yet u noe... ='(

nitex everyone! or morning! or aftnn! or evening!

otsukare samadesu.. hmmm.. looks weird.. =P

merry christmas.

2006-12-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

hiyox!

so so so bloody tired.. =P my legs r goin to break.. thx god i dun nid work till 11 or 8 or even 7.. i end @ 6 is enough for mi...

learnt sth new 2day!! did opening 2day~ so i get to prepare miso soup [all get wrong!].. pour da drinks... etc etc.. lolx... first time doin opening! wonder wen i do closing? lolx.. i m sb hu lks to do all sorta tings... lalala... nxt wk doin cashier! bt monday dun nid work.. so sad! lolx..

i go watch tv! tata`` update ltr.. =)

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morning! *yawns* nahx.. i m q. awake le actually.. wanted to blog lk 11 or so pm ytd.. bt den.. i ws alr slpin @ 9+.. on da sofa.. hmmm.. mayb it is a chair.. wat's dat ting call? lolx.. aniwae... so my sis asked mi go to my rm to slp.. n i obediently did... so slp slp sp all da way till 9+... had awake a few times here n dere.. bt juz too tired to get up so went back to slp.. =P den fianlly i dragged myself out of da bed!

btw...

merry christmas everyone!!! =) mr santa missed my hse... *sobs*.. no presents!!! sobs... lolx... wateva.. 7days to newyear!! so fast.. haven been reflecting... lolx... time flies!!!!

oh oh.. nobody tinks i m 18.. dun i look lk one?? hmmm.. all gif mi a shock face wen i say i m 18.. dey thot i m 16.. i look young! bt den.. cheryl sae coz i haf black hair.. lolx.. mayb i shld go dye to look older.. wateva~ it's gd to look young! lolx... bt den i feel so old to b w lil girls.. lolx... all so young lahx..15 or 16.. -.-

oh yarhx.. i 4gt to write a letter to mr santa.. -.- no wonder no present... i wan eat ba gua!!! oooo.. so hungry.. n i slimmed down to 46 liaox! yes! gif mi 1 more mnth of work i will b 45... i hope i stay @ 45 tho.. =) jia you! i can do it!!! lolx...

aniwae.. here's a letter to mr santa in green..

dear santa,

i wasnt a really gd gal.. i made mistakes now n den.. thot of bad tings now n den.. bt overall i m gd... so juz gif mi some ba gua can? or some presents? =) i will try my best to b gd da cuming 365days... =) dat's so long... i will jia you for my work! excellent svcs... =) dat's all.. take care! tata`

love,
ling.

ahhhhh.. i juz yawned... must b coz i slp too much.. -.- lolx.. nvm.. working cumin wk as a cashier.. a crash course to b a cashier... shld i happy or wat? lolx.. i haven do sian of floor tho.. hope i can still do floor someday.. floor is fun! cashier shld b too.. bt haf to deal w more customers... -.- bless mi bless mi!!! =) 3days 11 to 3/4.. dat's v. gd! lolx.. bt v. lil pay.. sobs.. lolx.. c how c how.. =)

o.. went to garden festival on sat w my family!! kinda sian.. as in it is beautiful bt u dun get to go inside... so so so sian... lolx. .coz last yr u get to work thru mahx.. more fun.. rather dan u stay outside n look lk a giraffe... -.- lolx... n my sis found 4 she reallyr eally lk.. so dey will b her left yard front yard back yard n right yard.. -.- she's crazy.. lolx.. itnk so much.. muz find a bf first.. n oso money! lolx...

damn.. so many movies r out.. n i haven watch... sobs... n coming soon so many oso.. -.-
1. midnight sun... cant find anione to watch it w mi... haix haix haix..
2. deja vu... i tink no more le bahx..
3. curse of the golden flower.. anibody wan watch w mi?
4. charlotte's web..
5. death note 2...
6. confessions of pain...

dat's all i cdan tink of.. damn.. muz find pple.. -.- -.- -.- lolx... lalala...

oh yarhx.. watchin a nite @ da museum tmr!! lalala.. lolx.. =P

dat's all.. i m off to catch my anime youtube.. tata~

习惯.

2006-12-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

习惯做工了。还不习惯这么早起来。-.- 好累! 不过蛮开心的。虽然还是跟其他人不熟，可是还好还能一起相处。我会努力的! 习惯了要喊、要收、要端。人类真是奇妙! 这么快就习惯，这么快就能过得好好的。

这样想我会快乐一点。可是泡泡已经破了。我要快乐。我会快乐。

elmo 也要快乐。

大家都要快乐。

=)

tired.

2006-12-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

hiyox! ohaiyo gozaimase! =) lolx..

so tired.. fr work.. looked @ da schedule ytd n it says i start work @ 11 2day.. bt ended up i check da schedule again.. i start work @ 4.. -.- so ended up i work fr 11 - 9~ lolx..first time doin so long.. lolx.. diz is my 2nd day! =) haf 2 hr break! =) v. tiring.. my legs r v. v. suan.. lolx.. bt i tink i did relatviely well.. bt hmmm.. stil lcan improve!!! i wan jia you!! lolx...

n oh.. diz is v. v. cute! http://blog.sina.com.tw/d0525/index.php?pbgid=12044 a taiwanese if im nt wrong.. he made soft toys out of socks!! v. cute~ if only i can get hold on one... *puppy eyes* anibody kind to buy for mi? lolx.. i wonder if it can b bought.. or i shld handmade myself! bt my sewing skillls is ahem... lolx...

n i dunno if i shld happy or nt dat da com shuts down b4 i blog or wat...

n oh.. i m a walking directory.. pple lk to ask mi were's diz where's dat.. bt i luv to help!!! =)

dere r so many movies iwan to watch.. anibody interseted to watch midnite show or wat w mi? zzz.. v v. tired.. *yawns* i shld haf slp durin da 2hr break.. haixxxxxx..

tmr goin garden festival! suntec~~ lolx.. oh yarx.. film! i nid to buy film! is dere film?

i hope i mworking on xmas! =)

a teddy for xmas? lolx.. i dunno.. zzz... i wan huayangshaonianshaonv vcds! hana kimi in short.. =P

i wan to b damn hardworkin! zzz... so tired..

i hope he doesnt mind mi putting it here.. taken fr da website above...

merry christmas in advance!! tired.. zzz...

first day.

2006-12-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

first day of work.. =)
nth much to say..
hope it will get better...
lalala..
pple cum n visit mi!
go eat eat eat!
i can serve u leix! =P

some lyrics...
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口

dere r some few lyrics i lk it alot.. now i dun rmb.. -.-

我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

dere's sth else i wan say.. now i dun rmb.. -.- n elmo still cant read my blog.. sobs!

so sweet!

2006-12-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

diz skin is so sweet!!!

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=125051&action=Preview

dat's all i wan to say.. =P

oh btw arhx.. i realise sth... mel complain say her xmas card words v. lil.. bt den horx.. u nv write mi a card bfore leix.. no xmas card last yr rite? or did u? hmmm.. dun tink so.. so arhx.. if u combine my last yr n diz yr bday card/note to u n last yr xmas card to u horx.. it is a lot of words.. lolx.. so u better write mi an essay.. =P

suay day.

2006-12-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

lolx.. i m @ hm @ 4+! surprised? i m supposed to b @ work rite? lolx.. ended up i startin work tmr.. so i nervous for nth.. -.- n wen i alight da bus.. walk into da mall.. my sole of my left shoe dropped!!!! -.- how bad it is.. lolx.. den go dere.. nobody is expectin mi.. -.- bt den nvm.. i get to stay @ hm... =)

2day is such a gd day to go zoo bt i went ytd.. ytd is such a gd day to stay @ hm bt i went zoo. -.- i hope tmr dun rain. i dun carry so many tings go work.. -.- -.- -.-

aniwae... bot my spiral #15!! my ermx.. wait.. let mi count..
1. gundamn wing [3bks]
2. spirited away [5bks]
3. angel sanctuary [20bks]
4. celestial zone 1 [how mnay bks?]
5. kami kaze [7bks]

i tink dat's all.. so it is my 6th completed series!!! =)

it is $6 coz it's thicker.. n i read it le~~ lalala~ completed!!! =) so i left w dear boys act 2 n fushigi yuugi to complete... i tink i nid 20 yrs to complete fushigi yugi.. lolx.. so left w dear boys act 2 actually.. wont b starting a new series i hope.. c how lahx.. muz b able to catch my attention..

shld publish diz bfore it closes down for nth.. stupid stupid stupid..

tata~ tmr will definitely b a gd day!!! =)

oh.. i wan zoo fotos!!! goin to send dem for printing soon~~~

omg!

2006-12-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

my spiral #15 is out!! den i haf a complete set of comics!! again~~~
pic fr http://www.chuangyi.com.sg
omg omg~ altho i noe da ending liaox.. i juz cant wait to read it!!! =)

oh.. i haf my
pic taken fr http://www.alibris.co.uk
a long december by Donald Harstad!! =) i luv Donald Harstad books!! read his 11days.. known dead.. code 61.. so da nxt bk is a long december.. din get to read the big thaw tho.. only certain places haf.. haix.. c how bahx.. =)

lalala.. i m startin work tmr!!! so so so nervous.. dun wan to slp.. =P wan watch 娱乐百分百重播 aniwae.. =P lolx... bt cant slp de lahx.. tho da weather is gd.. -.- can it stop raiing? how m i goin to wear my shoes to work? hmmm... lolx... c how c how... so nervous. -.-

hmmm.. i wan to buy 花样少男少女 vcds! @ da top of my list w wallet watch hp camera n my mama's watch.. =) n mayb a bag for my sis.. lolx.. i earn to spend.. i dun earn to save.. i will save a fixed amt.. @ least.. will decide it ltr... or wen i getm y pay.. -.- right now.. i nid to tahan all da way till i get my pay.. lolx.. c how c how...

lalala. nxt wk i wan to watch deathnote!! n a night @ da museum.. someone wan watch 黄金甲 w mi? hmmm... c how.. c how.. lolx..

okiex.. go liaox.. tata`` =)

rain rain go away~ hmmm.. i dun mind da rain actually.. -.- lolx...

hmmm.

2006-12-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

went to zoo 2day w mel lian kel elmo... lolx... nt much to say... xcept..'

1. rainin day.
2. da trip to zoo. da guy in front of ah lian is so shuai~!
3. otters! dey r so happy it is raining.
4. my polar bears~~~
5. da deers dat cum out.

hmmm.. more? lolx.. cant rmb... =P

went out to town ytd... went w my sis... go buy xmas cards~ din do much...

tmr goin work.. stress stress stress... bless mi. =)

dun feel lk tokin. tata``

遗忘.

2006-12-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

忘记了很多人。或许是他们遗忘了我吧。我还是我。总是害怕打扰到人家，所以总是没有主动联络。渐渐地，去失去了很多、很多。并不是我想要的。可是，我没这个心去管。会消失的终究会消失。也许以后会回来。对已把我遗忘的人，我想说，“我等着和你再度相遇。”没有绝对的信心，可是我这一次会尽我全力把你一直留在我身边。

说了，却觉得好奇怪。哈哈哈。-.-

我不需要你来敷衍我。我不是白痴。我或许是个笨蛋，可是我一定没有这么没大脑。

不管怎么样，我会幸福。

slp too much.

2006-12-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

da previous entry was my 333th entry.. lolx.. nice no. rite? diz wan is 334.. =) lalala.

as da title said.. i slpt too much... so i m damn awake @ midnite.. i guess i m a noctural human? lolx.. n diz is so bad.. coz i nid to wake up to eat breakfast in da morning for tmr.. or mayb i shld say 2day.. since it's alr 18 liaox.. n wake up early go zoo on tues.. n wake up early enough to go work on time.. hmmm.. lalala... =P

i told elmo dat i tink dat my life seems to b more trouble-less dan most of da pple.. lolx... to mi my life is v. simple... n i m glad for dat.. coz i m such a bad decision maker.. if dere's no deadline.. i wil take foreva to decide.. lolx.. so it's gd dat i do nt nid to really really decide sth life-changing.. =)

took diz fr my fren's blog... 覺得自己像便利商店，需要我時，才會有人記起我，找我；不需要我時，就只是經過而已，什麽表示都沒有，變得很陌生. feels so heavy.. hmmm...

oh.. mayb i shld write a letter to Santa.. since i m so bored... lolx... n i haven bot my xmas cards.. so dead.. -.-

oh oh.. went out w kisa aka 面包超人 2day.. din go far.. went to j8 coz dun feel lk goin far.. n had lunch.. @ where? my fav place! thai express!!! =) i may juz go marry a thai.. lolx.. i lk thai food.. i lk HK food oso! 新旺~ lolx... den go to lib! borrowed bks again.. hope da bks will not overdue again.. my card soon reaches da lmit.. sry.. will clear my debt aft i get my first pay...

w my first pay.. i nid to get.. i wan actually..
1. wallet! i really nid new wallet.. bt dere's a bit too ex.. so mayb postpone...
2. a treat to my family! i'm serious... to crystal jade? lolx.. c how lahx.. for CNY mahx.. so shld b alrite..
3. digicam? lolx.. c how c how...
4. new yr clothes! if i dun nid to work.. haix..

going to print out fotos soon.. lolx.. i hope it does hit 200.. hmmm.. v. lkly it will do dat.. lolx.. q. a no. of fotos inside lorx... mostly 10Bs den some here n der ede.. some family fotos.. lolx.. c how bahx.. =)

bfore my com shuts down.. dunno if it will.. i better publish it.. i miss q. a no. of bdays here n dere.. i nid to get a new phone.. damn.. o.. my first pay to get a new phone! definitely!!!

tata. =)

remorsed.

2006-12-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

aft reading san's entry. i m guilty of it. i tink no explanation is nided. no excuses. din contact many frenz aft leaving sch. tho i din haf many frenz in da first place. i will try to improve. i aint givin promises.

btw. i haf been askin myself to shift my imptance to somewhere else. somewhere worth placing my full. bt i still cant. n alwaes. i tinkin i shld juz find a boyfren n shift all my focus to him. n mayb i will feel less sad. or sadder. hu noes? worth tryin tho. anione wan mi? sounds so cheap. lolx. bt pai seh. i m single bt unavailable. or mayb available. i dunno. nt really dat interested in guys. n i m nt bbm. now i m goin nowhere. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

12 days of christmas
On the twelfth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me
Twelve Drummers drumming
Eleven Pipers piping
Ten Lords a-leaping
Nine Ladies dancing
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five gold (sometimes golden) rings
Four collie birds (Common misconception is "Calling" birds)
Three french hens
Two turtle doves and
A partridge in a pear tree
[fr http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twelve_Days_of_Christmas]

i m tryin to memorise it. for wat? i dunno. dat's juz. so mi.

eragon.

2006-12-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

pai seh for posting 2entries consecutive.. coz i tink both deserves an entry itself.. aniwae...

watched
juz now.. =)

a sidetrack... coz wen i bot my tix.. i look @ da person... she using hp.. n wen she saw mi.. she din even try to hide her hp... bad attitude. -.- pai seh.. i m gettin pissed v. ezly.. lolx...

so aft watching da movie...

Jeremy Irons (Brom) acting skills r great!! so charming!! lolx... n i lk... Garrett Hedlund (Murtagh)~ btw Brom is third to the right and Murtagh is the most right... =)

Edward Speleers is a gd actor!! aint ani professional critics or wat.. bt den.. @ least he doesnt look stupid to mi.. hmmm.. dat's sound v. wrong.. he's gd..

i cant wait for da sequel.. =)

tho da movie isnt as magical as Harry Potter.. or a v. deep story lk Lord of the Rings.. bt it is still v. captivating... simpler bt it's gd... lolx.. i sounds lk a v. bad review writer.. i m one i guess... cant really say or type wat i feel.. i din catch much of myself i guess.. bt den it's okiex.. i gt used to it.. lalala...

oh.. btw the 20th Century Fox Distribution brings da memories of watchin Star Wars or izzit stars wars or stars war? lolx... @ AVA of campus 2... =) kip hearing it coz for no reason we kip resetarting it.. lolx... Mr White n 2A or izzit 1A? hmmm.. cant rmb... bt den.. gd memories dat's a gurantee... n da time we stay in AVA due to Os practical n since we r in da first class...

冲上云霄 is such a sad show now.. nxt week is even worse.. haix haix haix...

my mood went down to the bottomless pit...

btw... anibody wan go kbox amk de? =)

花样少年少女

2006-12-15T12:40:00.000+08:00

was watching ermx.. less dan 30min of 1st episode of 花样少年少女 b4 com shuts down itself.. -.- lolx.. partially watching it coz da 收视率 in 台湾 is damn gd.. n oso for 无尊... lolx.. well well.. some fotos first... =)

all taken fr http://www.2cts.tv/prog/a/a0053/

lalala.. n so guess wat?

in da end i find 唐禹哲 v. shuai!! lalala...

taken fr: http://city.udn.com/v1/blog/index.jsp?uid=HYEON

starry.

2006-12-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

saw many stars 2day. Geraldine, Zhi yang, Guo Liang, Pan Lingling, Chen Hongyu, Randall Tan(hope da name is correct..), etc.. lolx.. y? i duno.. juz saw dem @ novena sq + velocity.. dun go huh @ velocity.. it's a new shopping mall mostly sports shops connected to novena sq.. =) i m working dere.. soon... nxt wed! anibody wan meet mi b4 i indulged myself into work? indulged? sounds so wrong..

aniwae.. meet mel @ amk den go yishun for mel's interview.. dere's so many pets shop! how i noe is which one? bt ended up it's da correct one lahx.. so she go interview.. den aft dat took 851 go novena.. walk here walk dere.. since i haf to pei her till 6.. so went my interview @ 5+.. den i m employed! i m nice oso.. dat's y dey wan mi.. bt he's nice oso lahx.. lolx... =)

kinda bad abt sayin my dad.. coz my mama buyin tings for her frenz hu r goin back china for hols.. so here's da conversation..
mama: go buy some stuffs for my frenz..
dad: aiyahx.. gt wat useless tings juz go gif dem lahx..
me: gt.. u lorx..
everyone started laughing.. bt i regretted.. n i guess my dad minded lahx.. bt den... he shld start working! it's gd he stopped coughing.. n his flu is fading away... so go work! stay @ hm only get sick easier.. dat's y i m working soon.. =P

i wan go zoo! goin zoo on tues i hope.. bt kel cannt cfm.. elmo haven cum back or cumin back tmr? or cum back le bt aniwae... haven ask her... den mel muz c she get da job le mahx.. den hu else will wan go zoo? oh.. ah lian can go lahx.. =) lalala... i wan take fotos of polar bears!!! one of my favs.. dey may b goin off soon... *sobs* nt so fast i hope.. y? go read strait times 2day.. lalala... polar bears!!! =) tigers!! lolx.. wat else i lk? snakes!!! hmmm.. penguins!!! dey so cute lahx! nt coz of happy feet worx.. dey r v. cute alr..

u lk da sun bt nt da moon. i m da moon. *bites off ur head*

lalala... i hope it haven scares u off my blog.. pai seh.. =P

go watch you tube dat means goin off suddenly.. tata! willclean up my rm tmr!! =) i wan go shoppin!! anione? hmm.. c how lahx..

messy.

2006-12-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

hello! i changed my blogskin! diz skin done my me!!! =) it's hard work okiex? tho dere's no brushes @ all.. =p i did it w paint.. u noe how hard it is to do it? lalala... n i luv street lamps!!! muz be due to narnia.. hmmm.. dunno.. lolx... lalala...

n tings below will seem to b "huh-ing"...

[PS: not askin u to look how fat my hand is or how short my fingers r]
dere's nth on my hand. i thot dere is. i thot dere r more dan diz. bt den. dat's all i haf. it's lk seeing a mirage. wat's true? practically nth.
我什么都没有握着。我还以为。可是到头来，似乎什么都没有。有吗？

i look so fake! i ownself tink i m kinda "cute" here.. lolx.. bt i look so damn pale.. n if u look @ my top.. i m wearing ABC beer polo tee! lolx.. i m alwaes wearing diz wen i haf da mood to take fotos.. weird arhx? mzu b da angle.. so fake... bt aint u too? r u faker?
真真假假谁知？只有天知、地知，还有你知。

btw i m so damn proud of our Singapore team, esp da Sailing team... dey helped Singapore to get 5Gold 2Silver 1Bronze? nt really sure abt da figures.. bt dey juz done us proud!! =) so w a camera.. i m so tempted dat i did diz...

wat's is da person doin? seriously i dunno.. lolx...

Team Singapore! or izzit Singapore Team? hmmmm.. aniwae.. congrats!!=)

Majulah Singapura! too bad da wind blow da other way.. bt aniwae.. still look nice.. =)

nxt issue...
[fr yahoo search]
yupx.. diz is wat u r... plain crap... kip deceiving dun work.. i refused to lie to myself anymore... nt dat u r nth to mi.. bt i m nth to u.. she is nth to u too.. such an idiot... i used to say 他连东西也不如。bt now.. i aint so childish animore.. 多一个朋友好过多一个敌人。dere's sth lk dat... so i m nt making u my enemy.. bt i m nt so stupid to hurt myself again...

dun ask mi hu i m referring to. wen i din say name. it means i dun wish to say. tsk tsk.

tata`` =)

still cannt decide to work or nt... sobs... x.x

happy feet.

2006-12-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

lalala. =)

yup yupx.. watched it juz now.. lolx... coz i m bored.. my sis is bored.. n since we r supposed to watch diz.. bt my da jie too bz.. we juz heck care her n go watch ourselves.. lolx.. bt we watching eragon diz fri/sat/sun together!! i luv fantasy movie!!

well... so diz movie.. made mi cried as usual.. lolx... i guess mayb da directors/pdrs/script writers/hu eva involves in da storyline aint want us juz go "ooooh.. da penguins r so cute!!" i tink dere's a deeper issue.. 2 actually.. or mayb i m juz tinkin too much.. bt den.. here r da issues.. some food for thot for pple hu dun tink... *points u* i din say anitin.. lolx...

1. being different. da whole ting abt diz movie is coz mambo is different. da issue of AIDS cums into my mind.. n now.. those handicapped too.. i guess.. dey r different.. well.. sort of.. lolx.. mayb i m discrimminating myself? hmmm. .i dunno.. bt i believe.. lk da movie.. everyone will accept it.. eventually.. bt how long will it takes? 1yr? 10yrs? or 100yrs? how many haf to suffer bcoz of it? it's nt juz da pple demselves.. bt oso da ones hu love dem? hmmmm...

2. environmental issue of coz.. izzit mi or dat dere's no really an ending abt it? as in so did humans stop fishing? it only ends w riots.. quarrels? will we stop fishing if diz ting happens? will we affect our fishing economy due to some penguins? will we? or it is juz survival of da fittest? will u stop eatin fish to protest? will u? will i? i guess we juz cldnt get it how badly the Earth has bcum..

m i tinkin too much? lolx...

lalala... my er jie is cleaning up da rm coz she tinks dat y she's havin a flu now.. lolx.. so glad i din kana it.. mayb coz stress level low ==> high immune.. lalala.. i m perfectly healthy! nahx.. cough now n den.. lolx...

aniwae.. i stil lcant rmb.. oh.. i noe le!!! additional tings to xmas list..
11. ba gua!! u din c it wrongly.. it's ba gua! i alwaes luv eatin ba gua.. can u believe i once or twice had ba gua instead of cake coz i rather eat ba gua dan bday cake? lolx.. ba gua tastes nicer!! yummy!

12. great.. now i 4gt no. 12... hmmm...i itnk is log cake! bt i m nt certain.. lolx.. shld b! ice cream log cake?! lolx.. swensens!! lolx.. .lalala.. log cake nt dat impt lahx.. lalala.. chocolates! lalala.. food.. food.. food.. mind contains food only.. heex...

it is goin to rain.. if my dad dun cum back soon.. he will b stuck @ amk central.. gd luck to him! lalala... he shld go work. .i shld start naggin him once i started working.. hmmm.. oh! now i realise i 4gt to reply mad.. ooops... it is really unintentional...

我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到
--- 听不到 by 梁静茹
[taken fr http://mp3.baidu.com]

i find da lyrics v. nice wen i hear.. hmmm.. hueva sings.. lolx.. pai seh.. i dun rmb..

泪有点咸有点甜
--- 一眼万年 by S.H.E.

my sis sae diz sentence can use as food commercial.. lolx... my sis r gettin crappier rite?

dat's all for now.. tata`` =)

4gtten.

2006-12-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

tings 4gt to say.. lolx.. alwaes 4gt.. =P

阿桑's 叶子 MV v. nice! tho ended up dey say it's scary more dan sad.. lolx.. bt it's still v. nice! go watch.. i tink MV w story lines r much much nicer.. lolx.. lalala..

so tempted to go nyp n study occupational therapist.. my future is still unclear.. nt v. willing to decide coz dat's my life.. yup i can change.. bt den.. haix.. c how.. my life my life my life.

oh n i tink i m v. different wen i m in sch n wen i m nt.. now seems to b so carefree i m so happy.. lolx.. juz lk in first 3mnths lk dat.. =) i lk it.. lolx... bt i still tink a lot..

abt tinkin a lot.. tink a lot n dun say seems to affect urself only.. dat's gd.. -.-

lalala. tata` =)

postcards.

2006-12-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

postcards. yupx.. dat's da title of diz entry...

went kbox today! aft sayin here n dere.. tinkin here n dere.. finally decided to go.. bt we ended up in cine kbox instead! so sad.. i wanted to go marina sq one.. oh.. n oso da amk one.. it looks gd.. summore it's new!! lolx.. anibody interested? bt first.. u muz dun mind my awful singing.. i m someone w brains hu noe her own weaknesses.. n kana laughed by my family for so long.. i noe my standards... =P

so u noe kbox dere gt postcards wat... so.. a series of post cards dat make mi go hmmmm... [it means tinkin if u dun understand.. =P]

the one thing I'd be willing to die for
diz i still okiex for mi to ans.. lolx.. i will choose family.. lolx... or frenz.. or even singapore.. or even humans? lolx.. to save another live i willin to die.. sounds weird coz it's lk u die for another life den dat life continues bcoz another life died.. bt i guess.. depends on pple lahx.. bt yupx.. dat's da ting i will be wiling to die for.. for pple i love.. =)

dere's one i rmb...
the one thing i want to be remembered for [sth lk dat..]
hmmm.. dat's a tough one.. coz kel say we nv do sth dat impact Singapore or cause ani major event.. hmmm.. if i haf to say.. i hope i will do it.. lolx.. my passion in making pple happy? lolx.. dat's v. hard for mi.. lalala.. wait till i cfm wat i wan.. i will change diz.. =P

n another one..
___________ [ur name] the __________ [adjective]
for mi.. i guess Shiling the uncommon? lolx.. weird sounds so bad.. so uncommon sounds nicer.. =P or Shiling the average? lolx.. coz i din haf any v. striking personality.. ani recommendations? lolx..

wait.. i go find my post cards.. =P found it..

how i'd like to change the world
hmmm.. to change the world w no prejudice or discrimmination? =)

the title of my memoir
hmmm.. i itnk i m v. dumb @ diz.. bt memoirs of shiling? lolx.. sounds so sian.. okeix okiex.. tink sth nicer.. chronicles of shiling? lolx.. lord of sushi? lolx.. dat's dumb.. =P hmmm.. juz name it Shiling bahx.. simple. =P lalala..

dat's all.. lolx..

n o.. ah lian goin to work @ pepper lunch.. shld igo pepper lunch work oso? lalala.. sitll tinkin.. my brain juz stop working wen i m supposed to tink.. =P lalala..

oh.. movies to watch list.. i m watch @ least 70% of it.. =P

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5.
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8. midnight sun! cant find da poster.. lolx..

dat's all? hmmm.. i dunno.. for diz mnth i guess.. mayb dat's all.. bt i muz watch all leix.. lolx.. =P all so nice!!!! =)

it finally arrives.. lolx..

nth much le.. shld discuss w my mama abt my job hunting? hmmm.. c how c how.. =)

everyone jia you!!

tings to say.

2006-12-11T12:16:00.000+08:00

haf a couple of tings to say.

1. so sad mr remy ong din win a gold medal for us.. bt den he gt a silver medal for Singapore!!! =) watched da match.. i really cant stand matches.. i tink i m more nervous dan da players demselves... lolx.. =P

2. v. sry to jane abt da addresses coz... i juz gt my com reformatted n i still haven install da microsoft office.. i noe i noe.. i will go find da disc asap.. by 2day? try my best try my best.. n i nid to solve my printer problem too.. -.- if da com crashed again shldnt b my fault horx.. =P

3. still haven decide to go kbox or nt... dun tink haf da mood to sing.. hmmm.. c how lahx.. =P

tata` =)

list for christmas..

2006-12-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

i noe dere's a list for xmas... so i gt myself i a list too!! =)

christmas list
1. jigsaw puzzle! 100pcs one of coz... lalala.. my hse has... 1 disney long puzzle @ da living rm... 1 v. confusing cartoon golf puzzle [da first one i saw..] @ my sis's rm... 1 pooh bear n frenz @ my door... 1 sea animals @ my wall.. so a total of 4 1000pcs jigsaw puzzles in my hse! of coz i din do it all by myself... da golf one i din do much.. xcept for destroyin it.. n caused da puzzle to b unfinish for god noes how mani yrs... n finally found it in a basket.. it's sth v. strange.. so miracle.. lolx... =)

2. my gingerbread man! i prefer it to b inedible tho... =P

3. christmas card!!! i get a no. bt.. i wan one w lots of lots of words! @ least 300? lolx... lalala.. i alwaes wanted cards.. cards for new yr.. cards of CNY.. most imptly cards for bday! n i gt none diz time.. *sobs* did i get it last yr? hmmm.. i wonder.. i dun tink so.. omg.. how much i m deprive of... *sobs*

4. my family aint one hu celebrates xmas.. n we cannt afford one tree.. so i alwaes wanted one.. lolx...

5. a no. of CDs... hmmm.. i cannt rmb wat now.. lolx... too bz lookin for pictures i lost my trail of thots... -.-

6. money! i nv haf enough...

7. accompany/care/concern.. lolx.. i m greedy.. i haf unlimited wants...

8. nt dat i wan 郑元畅.. lolx.. i dun mind him.. wat i nid is my mr RIGHT... i guess dat's da effect of goin a wedding.. bt still nt so interested in involved in a r/s? no idea... lolx... sitll waiting? hmmm..

9. to be happy!

10. presents of coz! a teddy bear is gd.. bt nahx.. i wan sth practical? i dunno.. i wan sth dat makes mi go "so sweet!" lolx... dun gif mi sweets horx.. i will slap u.. =P n wrap it pls! =)

will add more if i thot of.. jzu lost my thots somehow.. -.- well well.. continue my blogging...

lalala.. =) did i mention i saw someone looks gd durin wedding? v. tall.. a bit to skinny side.. bt is gd lookin de lo.. lolx... bt he's taken.. sigh... =P

nt changin my phone soon.. decided... nid to earn money first.. to take back wat supposed to b ours.. lolx... i will jia you!!!! =)

dat's all? lolx.. guess so... tata`` =)

gbm.

2006-12-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

did diz juz now.. =) supposed to b my blogskin acct pic.. bt it jzu fails to work.. dun ask mi y.. lolx...

da words r too small! n if u r wondering wat's da green patch on da bottom right.. it is sushi.. lolx.. so pathetic!

where's elmo? let's go thimbre!! =)

i wan watch midnight sun! anibody interested?! if u sms mi abt dat.. i will sure reply.. lolx..

wedding is gd! =) i wan to get married! lolx.. da wedding fotos r so so so nice! coz dey had outdoor shooting instead of indoor de.. indoor ones still haf bt mostly where dey went arhx? some offshore islands? lolx.. v. v. pretty!! congrats to dem!!! =)

dat's all! tata` =) will b emailing pple da add tmr! i swear... if i rmb.. lolx.. i shld go slp le.. nitex~

hee.

2006-12-09T13:26:00.000+08:00

goin to a wedding ltr.. still haf no idea wat to wear.. haix.. i relaly nid to go diet.. my arms r so thick.. sobs... i muz jiayou! get a job! lolx... i guess i will b a waitress? c how bahx.. =)

oh.. finally gt my flats few days ago.. lolx.. wen arhx? i dun rmb liaox.. hmm.. oh.. i noe le.. thursday!! =) lolx.. so up to today.. i haf...

4 pair of heels.
1 pair of pumps.
1 pair of flats.

dat's all.. lolx.. oh.. n 3 pairs of slippers.. lolx...

lalala. i m nt goin to buy shoes le.. kana complain by everyone.. lolx..

okiex.. tata`` goin j8 now.. sis nid to buy q. a no. of tings.. she nid sth to wear for wedding too.. lolx...

sth i did jzu now.. i luv gingerbread man!!!! =)

anibody nids simple blogskin? =)

oh yarhx...

2006-12-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

can sb get married soon? i wan to wear my prom dress again!!! =) i luv it.. how u find it arhx? din really ask.. lolx...

den o.. my sis made me realise y orchard wasnt as crowdy as it is bfore. .due to vivo!! lolx.. bt nvm.. i lk it diz way!! nt so crowd town!!! =) i still prefer town!!!

lalala.. dat's all.. ghost whisperer time!! =)

promy.

2006-12-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

here's da entry abt prom.. more fotos.. less words.. din haf much to say aniwae.. lolx...

well.. woke up early to haf breakfast w my mama n sis.. den went back hm... din do much.. o.. repainted my nails.. looks ugly.. coz i din remove da previous ones properly.. den start to do my hair.. done! i lk it! i dun care wat others tink... den as i changed into my dress bei called.. n guess wat? missha make up artist sae she cldnt make it!!! wth... it is nt anitin lorx.. it is prom leix.. wat kinda service it is? haix... bt aniwae.. bei found a salon near da salon she made her hair.. so i met her dere.. did my make up.. den she do her nails.. den off we went to bei hse.. changed le.. prepared le.. bt bei bei stil haven prepare.. lolx.. so ended up we were late! bt nvm.. elmo n kelly worse.. =P i wonder if kelly n elmo wasnt late.. will da rest wait for us? hmmm.. i dunno...

so finally went to fullerton!!!! i luv fullerton! lolx.. our table 22... so near da food!!! yummy... den da DJ is gd! bt den our area da 气氛 is gd.. so i guess.. da prom is gd aftall.. lalalala... da food.. gd! lolx.. i wont haf much complain abt food...

den aft prom.. din stay long coz dey din wan to stay? lolx.. aniwae.. walked to marina sq.. den cant find da way in!!! so sad lahx.. i hardly haf mood go sing.. so ended up we went mel hse straight... mel mama sis n bro woke up juz to c how we look lk.. lolx... den macs!!!!! yummy! lolx.. so sad din haf mcflurry.. bt den.. nvm.. i haf my nuggets n fries!!! =) being stupid abt da sound sensor light tho.. thot it is motion de.. how i noe it's sound.. =P den mahjong!!! slpt @ 6... woke up q. late.. den had beehoon by mel 外婆.. den spent dunno how long searchin for da camera case which i haven go buy when i supposed to buy it by 2day.. ooops! so went hm aft dat.. n slp slp slp... =)

fotos!

me w hair.. no make up! so horrible!

make up done.. w bei! @ da salon!

me! ready for prom!

me n bei! ready to prom!!!

fullerton food!!!

deserts!!

now r fotos w pple!!!!

b4 we enter da ballrm!

da most not-so-her elmo!

kelly! da least prom girl..

da omg-now-hair-looks-so-nice mel!

da my-legs-hurt-due-to-heels qiqi!

da so-sad-tmr-nid-to-work san!

da most-happy-girl beabea!

da not-sitting-with-us jeann!

da she-is-wearing-boots huiying!

da wow-looks-so-shuai jess! i luv her coat!!!

da only-male-fren-i-haf-excluding-mehmeh liangteh

da dancers!!!

looks lk some movie poster rite?

i luv roses! bt i hate da thorns! it hurts! *ouch*

i luv mr kwek! n yes! i will go find a job soon...

river side!!! =) i luv singapore river! lolx... da place wehre i tink i lost my camera case!

mr n mrs meh meh.. [ will elmo kill mi?]

merry christmas!

den some side fotos!

fullmoon! where da werewolf? i rather meet a vampire tho...

fullerton hotel!! i luv da palce!!!

mel mel so out of place heels!

river side w/o flash!

w flash it is still so ugly..

i lk diz foto! v. nice! bt nt mi insdie.. =P

follows r fotos taken in mel hse!

those hu r stayin over @ melhse!! =)

so gt used to kel w/o specs.. can she continue wearing contacts?

mcdonalds!!!

lalala! =) i luv my prom dress!

fr left 2nd row: qiqi mi elmo
fr left 1st row: kel mel
i lk elmo heels!!! i wonder how much it costs.. hmmm...

wat's mel doin? taking foto w li nan xing.. *shakes head* can u believe it?

my big big clutch!!! where gt big? lolx.. can bring out during shopping max.. i gt consider de leix..

rings! mi n elmo's.. i lk hers! i lk my sis's de oso! =)

left diz out..

my fav lamppost! lolx... =) i lk kelly oso of coz..

thanks to everyone hu came! =) i haf fun!!! lolx.. even nid to thx da taxi drivers! my family.. etc.. oh.. n oso.. da person hu nearly fell wen walkin down da stairs.. so funny!! lolx..=P

okiex.. dat's much abt it.. =)

tata~

street lamp.

2006-12-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

i m so fond of streetlamp... =P

must b due to narnia some part.. hmm.. i dunno.. shld blog abt prom nxt entry.. =)

hmmm.

2006-12-08T12:33:00.000+08:00

yawns. kip waking up aft 12.. -.- i shld really wake up early sia... slp lesser i m more energetic... *yawns*

goin to 还神 ltr.. had miscommunication w my mama again.. thot we r goin in da mornin.. n she is supposed to wake mi up nt da alarm clock.. so she thot if i wan go i shld haf put alarm clock.. -.- lk ytd... supposed to haf breakfast in da morning.. so she juz wait wait wait till she fell aslp.. den my dad ask her to go back to rm to slp.. -.- so we had our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner @ 4+.. den i had my supper @ 11+.. goin to get fat sia...

nt goin out in da end.. so gues i will b @ hm packin up my stuffs.. desperately nid to clear some space in my alr so squeezy rm.. hmmm... c how bahx..

=)

"How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?"
Untitled --- simple plan

lalala... tryin to clear my doubts n find my place so i can do wat i wan n haf to do.

i nid to find a job.

jia you to all the unemployed!

preview.

2006-12-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

hey.. da com still shuts down unknowingly.. -.-

goin to haf my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner le.. so update abt my prom in da nite.. =)

oh btw.. i luv san's hp! it juz looks so great! as in mi.. lolx.. =P

tok to ya ltr! =)

10 amazing alarm clocks.

2006-12-07T15:18:00.000+08:00

received diz v. cute email..
10 amazing alarm clocks.. i guess i nid one.. lolx...

The 10 Most Annoying Alarm Clocks
#10 - Climbing clock. It hangs above your head and starts climbing while it rings. Don't wake up fast enough, and you won't be able to shut it up without a ladder.

# 9 Wake Up Puzzle . You have to build the puzzle to make it stop

# 8 Wake or Curse . You can ask it what the time is and it will answer. But if you don't wake up quickly enough it will curse you.

# 7 High Tech . This one has a vibrator, 95 db alarm and police style rotating light that you cannot ignore.

# 6 Find The Pin - You need find the right pin to stop it's ringing. Not going to stay sleepy after this mission.

# 5 Chicken and Egg Problem - The egg laying alarm clock. It will only quiet down after you put all the eggs back.

# 4 GI Joe . You will wake to the sound of your commander's wake up call. Don't mess with it.

# 3 Floating Around - Will float around the room until you'll catch it.

# 2 Kaboom - This acoustic grenade will wake the neighborhood with it's ultra loud sound level.

# 1 Hide and Seek - The winner is the hide and seek alarm clock. Once it begins to ring it falls down to the floor and finds a random place to hide. Chase it down or else you're doomed.

i dunno if all da alarm clocks here r real.. bt dere r v. interesting.. dun u tink so? if i get to buy one.. hmmm.. i tink i will chocse da one dat is climbing.. or da one playing hide n seek de.. no way i m gettin da commander or da high tech.. or da greenade de.. i rather find the right pin.. lolx.. bt da right pin tingy i will qi si i guess.. i will press all da pins on da bed n den go back to slp.. =P

okiex.. i m sitll uploading my fotos on to my photoalbum.. for prom entry.. pls wait.. lolx.. =P

tata``

sweet.

2006-12-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

diz is so sweet!
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/trackback.php?blog_id=off60&article_id=3475720
go c da picture.. so sweet! lolx...

diz link seems nt to work for mi...
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/off60&article_id=3475720
tink diz will work.. lolx...

lalala...
worrying wat to do in da future.

asked dem wat u wish to c urself 7yrs ltr...
i tink all say to get a bf?
lolx..
i tink i wan get married liaox...
=P
how abt u?
if u can c into da future..
how u wish to c urself to b aft 7yrs ltr?

hmmm.. update abt prom tmr! tata`` w fotos.. lolx.. fotos take long time to load.. -.-

lalala.

2006-12-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

da jie din scold mi.. bt i cried a lot.. =P
so i juz nid to get a case back den ok le...
lalala.
bt i still using my A500 phone..
coz my sis haven decide abt da plan..
sitll a bit bu hua.
c how lorx...

dead

2006-12-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

prom 2nite.

2006-12-05T10:39:00.000+08:00

prom is 2nite! i m so bz.. -.-

i nid to:
1. do er hem.
2. nail polish
3. go meet elmo
4. bath
5. hair do
6. find a cab to fetch bei
7. make up.
off i go to prom!

=)

tata`

moody.

2006-12-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

gettin moody v. ezly... haix haix haix. so sian of everytin. -.-

dun ask mi wat to do. dun ask mi to do either.

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let's 4gt abt da sadness~ went out w kel 2day.. for movie.. luckily i acc my family go shop n save den cum back.. or else i haf to wait for super long.. bt aniwae.. i reach awhile she came liaox.. went to watch flushed away...

it's v. nice!!! so so funny! luckily dat time i told kelly i will watch w her! lolx.. so cute!!!! =) bt dat mouse [is his name roddy? or sth lk dat..] is so lonely..

"Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, " [taken fr http://www.lyricstop.com/l/lonely-akon.html]

it hits mi so hard. *ouch*

den.. went to meet mel... n guess wat? my brown shell slipper snapped! -.- so i gt a perfect excuse to buy a pair... so i bot a heels @ urs since we r @ cityhall n urs is da nearest! bt den... i spent unnecessarily.. i nid to work! muz find work aft diz prom... which is tmr.. which i hope i wont b upset durin it.. god noes..

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tmr will b a great day. i will b happy. i will b pretty. i dun care hu says i'm nt.. i m goin to slap u for dat. =P n goin to eat delicious food!!! yummy!

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n my dad managed to piss mi off. how nice. kinda sian abt da family hu so bz w deir stuffs.. c how lahx...

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it bcums a sensitive word. so weird.

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i nid to bathe n plan for tmr schedule! tata`` =)

youtube.

2006-12-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

i stil cant watch youtube.
lousy com.
idiot.
damn it.

da laptop can bt my sis wont allow mi to touch it.
damn.
damn.
damn.

tata.

com is fine!

2006-12-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

com is fine!! lalalla.. my sis fixed it.. she dun even no wat she did...

so.. aniwae.. went out w family ytd.. coz mama bdae was on fridya.. so we went town... shop sho a while.. look for my prom bags n shawls.. den went to cine xinwang to eat!! yummy! i luv da food dere!!! =) n da manager is nt bad! lolx... =P aniwae.. den aft dat.. my sis get mi a pair of slippers!! it's green!!!! =P

den aftdat went heeren.. flowers in the attic.. gt my clutch! it's big!!! i lk it! summore it's soft soft de.. i lk i lk!!! =) lolx... so bot it practically straight away.. din consider much.. tho aldo ones r v. nice.. bt it cost ard at least 40 while dat is only 30!!! n it's big!!! i can squeeze my shawl in!!! yippees!!! lolx..

din wan to go out 2day.. bt i did.. aft i watched my anime!! =) meet qiqi n bei bei.. i luv dem!!! coz due to dem i gt my shrug!! or shawl! wateva u call it! juz da one i wan!!!! yeah!! tho it's much ex dan a shawl bt den i lk it! n my sis can use so nvm! =)

oh ayrhx.. ytd finally saw san san.. n due to her.. i can buy da ting i wan to buy sometime ago!!! =P lolx.. i dunno wat to do w it.. bt den i juz lk it! so i bot it!!

goin out tmr again! lolx.. w kel n mel n dunno hu.. lolx.. lalala..

tata`` =)

oh.. less dan 20 wks to go!! =)

you will lose everything.

2006-12-01T17:27:00.000+08:00

da name of da skin..
you will lose everything.

nt a v. v. v. big fan of harry potter..

bt.. diz skin is v. nice! lolx...

so i changed it again... =P

tata``

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2006-12-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

my com is still spoilt. wtf.. ffffffff.. -.- i m so so so so angry.. paid $70 n it still shut down on its own? wat's da problem???!!!! sobs sobs sobs...

aniwae.. thanks to kelly.. i noe diz.. http://www.forestprints.com n initally i thot it is forest prince.. lolx...

i luv diz bag!

i lk da design!!!! da flower prints okiex lahx.. tho i prefer da blue one.. bt alr sold out.. bt awnia.. nt goin to buy lahx.. $80.. my familiy will kill mi.. haix...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! so pissed abt da com...

n so pissed ytd too... idiot will juz b an idiot.

aniwae.. went out w kel bei n bea to town ytd for prom again.. lolx... cant find san.. n 4gt to txt her where she is.. pai seh pai seh... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

lousy com!

so angry. dun tok le. tata.

='(

hello!

2006-11-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

morning! *waves* lolx.. i m online!!! lalala.. coz my er jie havin xams now.. lolx.. dat means she's nt in.. dat means i can use laptop to online!!! =) cant wait for da com pple to call n say it's ready for collection!!! lolx... youtube youtube youtube! -.-

aniawe.. goin out 2day.. seems lk i haf been goin out everyday except wkends.., wkends everywhere is so crowded.. so i rather stay @ hm.. n watch my anime! oh.. speakin of anime.. i nid to wtch dat episode coz family goin out on sat.. so i m stayin @ hm on friday!!! lolx.. which is tmr lahx.. most prob bahx.. unless pple ask mi out for exercise.. den i will go out!!! =)

nid to buy q. a no of tings again...
1. clutch
2. shawl? jacket? cardigan?
3. clothes!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i accidentally deleted diz part.. damn.. aniwa.e. i collected my heels ytd!! wear until so 简陋 den meet my sis aft her work den go citylink collect my heels! my madeleine so called cinderella heels! bt it's nt made of glass? lolx.. n summore u cant drop it.. coz dere's back strap! lolx... aniwae.. can borrow fr mi if u nid it! lolx... shld b fine.. provided ur feet can fit into it.. =P

decided nt to change fone so early.. most prob change in feb? wait till i haf enough money...

i itnk i really nid to start work soon... if nt family goin to enter financial difficulties liao... bt mayb dat will force my dad to work? hmmmm.. i dunno...

oh.. naiwae.. went to mel hse for mahjong ytd w kel elmo n bea! =) i w an to buy dress!!! lalala.. bt i m broke.. *sobs*

约你你说不来来了你又不high
大家开开心心出来玩你却埋头吃饭
如果你的孤单只是你的习惯
你就把你自己锁起来实在是太不应该
[《终结孤单》 by五月天]

bye bye! i go watch my FMA! =)

fotos.

2006-11-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

finally uploaded fotos.. den i can get some slp.. zzz...

da nanyang badge.. did i put diz bfore?

fotos @ outback.. v. lil..

bei n val!

bea qiqi n shar!!

me n mel!

another one! looks exactly da same.. lolx..

elmo n her teriyaki skewed beef?

my dinner!!! =)

4gt to put diz in front. elmo kel n holy!! =)

da lovely cheese fries! which kel dun lk.. =P

uploaded diz so may as well as put it here.. y mel so hardworking aft As? coz she is reading comics!! -.-

a pile of servets [wta's da spelling?] due to bei bei.. lolx..

it si due to diz!

ending diz entry w..

da tennis court! goin to c it only few mnths aft.. sob sob...

out w mad.

2006-11-29T01:53:00.000+08:00

went out w mad 2day. oh.. bfore dat went to novena.. velocity! lolx... it's open! din really shop coz rushing for time... muz go back dere one day!!! =) aniwae.. wasted lots of time waiting.. so ended up reached hm @ 12+.. eat my burger king!!! my fav!!! bt it turned cold alr.. -.- sob sob.. bt aniwae... changed into jeans [again] n my black halter w da jacket.. den off i went!

to meet mad.. lolx.. went to marina sq... watched step up!! it's nice! i luv da songs! even tho dey r hip hop.. den da dance wow! make me feel lk dancing.. lolx... bt as usual.. i teared.. =P lalala...

n one ting i lk [some times i dun lk..] to go out w mad is dat.. i alwaes spend! lolx.. i bot..
1. DKNY red delicious 30ml perfume! for ard 50.. it cums w a bag! lolx..
2. earrings! 10.. bt i realised a bit too short.. haix...
3. my heels! fr vnc! v. alike to my previous heels.. bt den. it's silver! lolx.. n gt strap.. =P nice can le lahx horx? bt i haven gt it.. coz da shop dun haf my size.. so hafta wait.. c how lahx.. =)

den ate gelaire coz half pr waffles!

so spent over a 100 2day.. =P muz nt spend liaox.. can only buy ermx.. wat's dat... bag den im done.. mayb if gt money buy some tops.. i itnk i nid more tops den bottoms.. lalala...

da lyrics i written down.. is wrong.. damn.. bai bai copy.. -.- i tink i goin mel's hse tmr.. lolx.. to use com!!!! =) c how lahx.. nid go service my com first.. hmmm.. c c c.. -.-

understood.

2006-11-28T01:42:00.000+08:00

i noe it is lk diz.
i noe how it will work out.
bt it's juz so disappointing.
dat's life.

who m i to say dat diz is life?

btw jap song.. v. nice!
song of therru
In the dusk behind the clouds
always alone a hawk is flyin
He will surely be sad ...

In the wind where is no sound
His wings take the air
Not able to rest ...

How do I express
my mind like a hawk?
How do I expres
my sadness whirls in the sky?

Behind a rock in a drizzling
The flower bloomed quietly
She will surely be sad ...

Blurred in tha rain
No one admires
The pale pink petal

How do I express
my mind like a flower?
How do I express
my dreariness caught in the rain?

The path nobody passed
Walking on there with me
You are gonna be surely alone

On a prairie insects are chirping
We are making a journey together
without saying anything ...

How do I express
my mind goes alone?
How do I express
my loneliness left alone?

erm.

2006-11-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

2day wasnt my day.. i certainly haf monday blues..

one lesson learnt 2day.. dun b early.. no pt..

had dinner @ outback.. will load da fotos ltr.. wen my sis is slpin.. she dun lk mi using lap top to online to do such bo liao tings.. so yupx.. muz do secretly.. diz kinda pissed mi off coz hey.. cant u ti liang wo.. n yarhx.. n i started blaming myself abt nt ti liang-ing her instead.. so nice arhx..

wasnt in gd mood @ all now.. nt only dat.. still gt 1. job 2. future to concern abt.. n eventually money..

n tmr.. haix.. i m so angry.. juz abt everytin.. -.-

i wan to hide in my hm.. n kana naggin by my dad? haix... i juz wan to rest.. i din even rest. damn it.

n thx huijun to cum n tok to mi.. lolx.. @ least she thot of mi? =) thank u! lolx.. nt dat i m someone hu can ezly tok to.. haix..

cryin doesnt help so i wont cry anihow.. tears aint free..

life is supposed to b better. bt it isnt.

lalala.

2006-11-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

i finally get to use com!! using lap top now.. feeling so weird.. lolx... anibody miss mi? lalala... =) so excited dat i get to online!!! lolx. cpu sending for service 2nite? or mayb tmr? hmmm... oh oh.. i gt my bursary!! yeah!! money drop fr da sky!!! =) my 850i here i cum!!!! or mayb da non-3G bt looks da same phone!! here i cum!! lalala.. bt most prob can get da money on Dec or Jan... n i dun nid to wear uniform! lolx.. wont b goin on stage aniwae.. juz go dere n take da cheque n bye bye!! =) $300!!! yeah!!!

oh.. new tings add to my shopping list..
1. watch for daddy..
2. watch for mama..
3. digi cam! seriously goin to buy it.. aft i get my first pay? most prob lahx.. sharing it with my sis!! =) lalala...
4. perfume!!! shld i buy it ltr? hmmm.. DKNY? apple?
oh.. it's called DKNY red delicious! really v. delicious!! =)

oh.. n v. sry to those non-bio students.. lolx... coz we ended up din relaly shop much coz we super tired.. so din call out u guys... oh.. n sry to those i still haven reply pple.. =P juz dun feel lk replyin.. i juz hate handphones.. mayb i shldnt buy a new one.. lolx.. or mayb aft i change i luv da phone so much i will start to reply promptly.. mayb dat's can b my new yr resolution: reply pple smses.. =P

oh yarhx.. photos time!! din haf time to upload a lot.. so guys pls wait for my cpu to b fixed den meet mi online to send u da photos okiex? so sry abt it.. bt some fotos here to enjoy.. if it is uploaded successfully.. =P

aniwae.. i really nid to diet.. my prom dresss is so tight!! damn... sit up! doin exercises everyday.. hope it helps.. wnated to run.. bt den.. aft shoppin go run? i will die sia! lolx.. so c how lahx.. really wantd to run.. hmmm... c which day i m nt goin out.. lolx.. i m nt dat popular aniwae... so shld b fine.. lalala.. =)

my heart hurts.. nt for mi.. bt for someone else.. i guess.. she din c it as fast as i do.. so all i can say is "gd luck.."

4gt hu told mi dat.. bt aniwae.. i was tinkin.. abt da news.. "10kittens r being abused" ended up on da newspaper.. while "10 kittens r being saved" doesnt.. i gues dat's y life seems to b pessimistic @ times.. coz those kind deeds r hardly being spreaded.. bt i guess.. we muz b more realistic.. life isnt dat ez.. life isnt dat happy..

read da bk in da toilet.. =P aniwae.. it says da choices u make shape ur future self.. it's true.. bt others actions change u too... hmmmm.. so i guess juz jia you bahx..

i haven decide wat i wan to do in da future.. wat i wan to b? wat i shld b? n oopx.. i haven thot of da time capsule tingy.. i shall c how.. ltr.. =P lalala.. fotos r finallly uploaded!

me @ hm bfore bio mcqs! i still have da time to take foto? lolx.. =P

bio students last time in toilet 2gether wearing uniform! non bio students jealous? =P

super nice hongkong food!!! i luv it!!! so glad cumin back on diz sat?! i tink so.. w my family!!

bio students! xcluding san san.. muz take fotos w her n non-bio students ltr.. =) i luv diz place!!!

me aft vivo trip! i really nid to diet..

new pumps! wearing it tlr!!! =) n mayb on tues. n oops! i haven reply mad.. so sry.. reply it on my way to orchard bahx.. since im alone.. sob sob..

it's amazing how a sch can do diz to mi. i luv nanyang! wen initially i hate it.. reason for hating it? no reason.. reason for lkin it? no reason. dat's mi.. doin tings w/o reasons.. finding reasons r mi finding excuses.. so dun ask mi y.. i juz noe or i juz feel diz way.. no reasons. dat's mi.. unreasonable.. lolx.. =P

omg! i dun feel lk goin out coz da com actualy works for so so so long! coz da laptop always disconnected every 5min? now it's bloody long alr n it stil works!! =) can i dun go out? lolx.. nahx.. i want to shop for prom! my heels! clutch! perfume? lolx.. =P

my sis died coz she is v. stupid.. wan to noe wat hapen? read her blog.. lolx.. lk im publicising her lbog lk dat.. dat was q. some time ago.. n few days ltr.. i died of my stupidity.. which i 4gt y.. lolx.. some stupid ting i do.. hmmm.. mayb i shld ask my sis.. her memory gettin worse too.. lolx.. i wan to watch movie!! will drag pple out on wed to watch movie w mi!! =) da last one i watched was death note! time to refresh dat watched movie page.. it has been so long!!! lolx.. my sis nt free lahx.. wait till my er jie finish her exmas first.. oh.. 4gt to wish her gd luck! lolx.. nvm.. =P

i wil b changing my blogskin soon.. coz i tink elmo cant read it.. can she? lolx.. hmmm.. mayb i shld publish diz bfore it is disconnected.. =P cya!

updates.

2006-11-27T10:51:00.000+08:00

finally my com can use! lap top!! =) so updates fr com! =)

24 Nov 2006 0106

hey! Tho cldnt online.. bt juz feel lk bloggin.. so I did it in word.. hope it still remains aft I sent my com to reservice.. lolx.. =P aniwae.. hmmm.. more dan 12 hrs since As over.. bt I guess.. I m still da same.. nt really enjoyin dat As is over.. other dan no more studying.. no more worrying of haven study finish.. no more worrying of no mood to study.. no more worrying of wen to bath.. =P now is more relaxed.. bt den.. I dun tink I will b happy abt it for long.. nt someone hu enjoy nth-to-do days.. -.-

din wan to slp.. mayb coz din wan diz day to end.. weird huh? Was v. tired juz now.. now feeling alrite.. -.- i read finish my bks! Comics I mean.. =P I din lk pple to touch it.. hmmm.. coz 2day my dad picked one of it up n started flipping.. den I kinda snatch it back? Hmmm.. mayb coz since he dun lk mi to read.. den he shldnt read mine too.. dun understand y pple juz dun lk mi to read comics? Nt dat I care.. =P bt it’s juz.. yar.. haix…

haf been haix-ing for v. long.. n I haven reply mad.. n hui boon.. n sb else.. I m nt such a hp person.. wan my reply immediately? Call me.. nt dat I will reply straight away.. I will sae c first.. so instead of typin c first I will nt reply.. bt I kip sneezing.. wonder which one is tokin abt mi.. =P

one of da tings I dun lk myself is dat.. instead of celebrating As is over.. I m worrying my future.. wat shld I do aft dat? Wat course shld I take? Which aspect I will excel in? which one I m most passionate abt? It’s kinda sian wen u supposed to b happy abt sth yet sth else cum n disturbs u.. haix.. future? Do I still haf one..

dat time I was tokin to hueva.. I was sayin dat.. our future nt dat dere’s no future.. bt juz dat all da lights r too bright dat we cldnt c da way.. lolx.. super optimistic rite? Bt dat’s wat I m still tinkin abt… still believing.. we sure can excel in one way or da other.. bt which light is da brightest one? Or mayb I shld sae.. which one makes u most comfortable? Which one attracts u more? Life isn’t abt choosing n regretting.. it is abt finding da way of life for urself.. izzit? I dunno.. life is kinda complicated.. mayb I shld add a super inside.. life has been relatively ez.. bt it’s getting worse wen I step in seconday sch.. n it worsen aft I enter jc.. more tings to decide.. more control.. more independent.. bt mayb coz since young I wasnt really given some independence.. such tings r so hard for mi.. bt life still goes on… da clock continues to tick.. dere’s a whole load of tings I wan to do…

I wan to learn: knitting.. guitar.. pipa? Wat else? Hmmm.. nth much..
I wan to do: cycling! Playin badminton! [shld cfm da date tmr.. =P] pubbing! [dat’s haf to wait..] shopping! Typing! Designing! It is highly possible dat I wont b happy tmr.. bt I will try.. no harm tryin rite?

Wat’s ur future? wat do u tink urself will b aft 5yrs? 7yrs? 10yrs? 12yrs? By 12yrs we will b 30.. wow! Amazing rite.. time flies v. fast.. lolx.. tink abt it.. planning to make a time capsule? Hmmm.. mayb.. c how lahx.. muz tink of da whole idea bfore can decide wat to do.. oh! I wan to buy velvets n make my gingerbread man keychain! Mayb I shld juz made lots of keychains for everyone! Christmas! I luv Christmas! It is a season of joy.. a season of love.. a season of sharing.. I luv it! Nt dat I m a Christian or catholic or hu else believe in Christmas? Bt aniwae.. I juz luv da feeling.. =) so sweet!

How do I c myself in da near future.. let’s say 2yrs ltr? Studying definitely.. I hope.. still.. wat course shld I take in uni? Assuming 4As = 4A.. n I passed my gp… dat means.. entering ani sch isn’t an issue.. hmmm.. where will I b? business? Engineering? Science? Therapy? Q. interested in therapy.. bt den I nid to get a diploma first.. hmmm.. so I nid to study poly bfore studying uni.. -.-

I’m so tired.. mayb I shld get some slp.. nite.. wat sld I study? -.- haix…

26 Nov 2006 2145

it has been days since I last connected.. hmmm.. I kinda getting used of nt onlining.. lolx.. i goin to b a caveman soon I guess.. if I nv go out.. I surely bcum one.. dere r plenty to blog abt.. let mi c..

Friday.
Went out w holy kel bei! =) we went vivo!! It is so damn big!! Nth much to walk I guess.. actually.. q. a lot.. bt u spent lots of time walking too.. -.- had lunch @ banquet.. den aft dat went to earle’s swesens.. [y does da spelling looks weird?] for fondue!! =) den walk here walk dere.. only bot a missha nailpolish! Den aft dat.. din do much.. walk walk walk.. saw a clutch dat I lk.. most prob buyin dat.. bt I still nid to tink whether it is too formal or wat? Hmmm.. dunno.. din wan to tink @ all.. As over! Y do I still haf to tink? Den went to ps w kel.. had da xtra L chicken cullet! V. nice!!! =)

Oh.. bfore dat I went to amk to buy a pair of pumps.. v. cute pumps! =) mayb wearing it tmr? Hmmm.. c how… v. nice! I luv it.. wanted to wear it to vivo.. bt din.. coz it’s rainin!! Cats n dogs.. so jia lat.. so haf to gif it up..

Sat.
Woke up @ 12.. tho I slpt @ 12.. my body finally collapsed.. lalala! Woke up.. had lunch @ banquet w my family.. went to pop… din do much… den cum hm.. watch anime! Den zuo bo zuo bo… den watch tv again! Straight fr 7 to 2am.. =) den zzz..

2day!
I packed my stuffs.. it’s so empty.. feeling kinda sad.. coz it seems to b so empty.. dere’s nth liao.. mayb my life now is too.. v. empty… hollow. Hmmm.. so yupx.. wasn’t kinda happy…

Aniwae.. did everytin by myself.. guess dat’s mi.. tho now my shoulders hurt.. my back hurts too.. I jzu wan to do it myself.. hmmm.. nvm.. it doesn’t hurt much.. mayb coz I did some exercising in da aftnn… lolx…

Goin out tmr.. on tues most prob.. I haven reply mad.. lolx.. pai seh..

Lalala. Tata~

sad.

2006-11-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

wasnt happy aft i logged out juz now. mayb due to comic lahx. spiral #14. i guess pple juz dun believe ani gd can get inside a comic. hello? comic = story bk. juz dat it is illustrations! -.- n coz da bk it's abt life n so. it makes mi tink lk siao. -.- saded.

i wont b sad abt din do ow many marks qns. etc. mayb while. bt for a while. bt sth juz kip cumin back.

so let mi rattle off pls.
1. if i can choose i will b da same as my sis luv bio etc.
2. if i can choose i will enter anderson sec coz u wan mi to b.
3. if i can choose i will join vball coz u wan mi to.
4. if i can choose i will get 6 for Os coz u wan mi to.
5. if i can choose i will take S papers bcoz my sis do.
6. if i can choose i will take triple sci too.
7. if i can choose i will go life sci too same as my sis.
8. if i can choose i will not read comics.
bt oso due to da problem i can choose. i wan to b different. tryin my best to b different. tryin to b sb great so u can b proud of mi. i noe u dun mind myself being hu i m now. bt den. i tink if i m dat way. i will b happier. will i?

so u noe wat happens to mi everytime i read spiral. kinda bo liao to make myself sad. bt den soon da last bk will cum out. so jiu suan le. lolx. it let mi reflect. alot. so mayb pple hu wan to grow up read dat bk. lolx. spiral. v. v. nice. anime is nt enough. mzu read da comics. wan mi to lend u? let mi consider. comics r too impt to mi. =P

bye.

ps: i tink i can understand her. ii. y?

test.

2006-11-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

took diz fr my fren.. a test on character..

the Questioner
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me
Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six
being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six
the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often
are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents
are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6711512663497470889

bt under wikipeida.. i'm a loyalist.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Six_(Enneagram)
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

one more!

2006-11-20T14:50:00.000+08:00

one more! to go! yeah! lolx.. i m so happy dat paper 3 is over.. gave mi so so so so much stress!!! imagine u study animal.. plant.. adaptation.. n conservation on sunday! one day only! horible rite? to squeeze everytin inside my brain.. -.- ke lian! lolx..

so so.. 2day paper is.. alrite! as in no conservation no plants in essay!! yippeee!!! gt locomotion [da one i did] n feeding.. both adaptation!! i so spoilt w choices.. =P ended up chosing loco due to da last part of both qns.. both r problems associate w either moement or gaseous xchange.. movement seems to b relatively easier to crap.. so i did dat.. =) my earthworm.. din really miss out anipt.. so shld b alrite.. haven look @ my beetle/locust.. =P

den aft dat.. da gals xcluding non-bio n holy.. coz holy went out w her mama gain.. =P we went to j8! went lib first.. borrowed 3heavy bks.. den went to eat kfc!! zinger burger!! den bot my comic@! spiral #14.. buyin da rest on thurs! wonder mel bot her anime anot? lolx..

oh.. saw da plan for my w850i.. [da model name is correct rite?] aniwae.. it costs $498! omg.. which means i will buy it only aft i start working! n mel is correct lahx.. new phones nxt yr.. so da price may drop.. =P hope so.. lalala.. i wan da white one!!! actually da lback one looks gd too.. =) n less ez to dirty? =P c how lahx.. unless money drop fr da sky i wont buy so early.. lalala..

i m happy! happy happy happy! =)

thurs will b da last day wearing sch u!!!!!! will miss ewaring it.. =( lalal.. muz take fotos n neoprints!! w/o holy again.. lolx.. shld take again on monday! so holy is inside!!! =)

bye everyone! enjoy 2day! i tnk we deserve it.. =)

back.. coz saw san's entry.. n realise mi to edit my shoppiung list!!

shoppin list!
1. wallet
2. watch
3. hp
4. ~~earphones~~
5. birkenstocks
6. digicam
7. heels [@ least one pair]
8. pumps [1 pair is enough]
9. flats [@ leat one pair]
10. clothes [a lot a lot a lot]
11. boots? [for prom!]
12. handbag! [for prom!]
13. earrings? [for prom!]
14. bag! [for uni.. lolx.. sitll long tho.]
15. ~~comics!!~~ half half..

lalala.

2006-11-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

i m back again. coz i m so sianed of reading notes. =P

read micro-org notes onli. -.- n some plants which i read ytd.. -.- slow huh? i muz jia you! reading animal ltr..

since i m here.. let mi recap a bit..

virus
characteristics.
1. inert particles in air. do not exhibit metabolism.
2. xtremely small 20nm to 300nm
3. obligate endoparasite. reproduce by invading host cells.
4. cannt b seen under light microscope. can be seen under electron-microscope
5. reproduce by lytic n lysogenic path ways.
reproduction.
hmm. dun rmb. lolx..
1.attached
2.penetration
3. replication
4. assembly
5. exit?
damn.. 4gt.. only rmb da T4 phage attached to da receptor site sth abt tail fibres.. contract of tail sheath thrusting a hollow core into da membraine.. injecting phage DNA into da bacteria. den ermx.. host cell dna hydrolysed. dendunno wat machinery etc.. producing phage parts? blioodly hell.. nvm..

bacteria.
1. blahb lahblahx.. lazy to type.. =P

tata. =)

off to study animal! phylum!

jia you! ownt b olnine tmr.. ohyahrx.. id sth juz now..

i tink it is way too complex.. wat u tink? =) give comments!!

hey!

2006-11-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

hey! finally changed my blogskin!!! v. different fr da previous one! lolx.. will b changin diz soon.. lolx.. diz is juz temporarily.. tsubasa Reservoir of Chronicles! nice anime!!! lolx.. replaced zui you ji.. lalala... okiex.. gtg! bio bio bio! biodiversity! i m a biologist! -.-

lalala.

jia you!! =)

back. w a list.

2006-11-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

i m back bt i din sign in msn.. lolx.. doesnt make a diff aniwae... i guess wanted to haf sometime on my own? hmmm.. nahx.. juz lazy to sign in.. esp wen i kip connecting den nt den connect den nt.. it will drive mi crazy.. summore i m listenin to songs.. meaning my com can shut down anitime it wans.. -.- really nid to fix it soon.. or else how can i watch youtube? =P

actually da main purpose is coz i 不死心.. i wan to change my blogskin! bt blogskins juz drive mi crazy.. ahhhhhhhhhhh! cant it juz load? stop sayin dey r havin database issues.. -.- loggin off soon i guess.. givin up liaox.. =P will try tmr mornin! =) shld b ok dat time.. =)

i dun nid all attention.. i juz nid some concern.. u juz dun get it.

oh yarhx.. new songs in my mp3..
1。梁山伯与朱丽叶 [卓文萱与曹格]
2。一眼万年 [旧歌] [SHE]
3。盛夏光年 [阿信]
nice songs!! =) lalala.

i feel lk buyin a formal jacket.. for wat? no idea.. lolx..

shoppin list!
1. wallet
2. watch
3. hp
4. earphones
5. birkenstocks
6. digicam
7. heels [@ least one pair]
8. pumps [1 pair is enough]
9. flats [@ leat one pair]
10. clothes [a lot a lot a lot]
11. boots? [for prom!]
12. handbag! [for prom!]
13. earrings? [for prom!]
14. bag! [for uni.. lolx.. sitll long tho.]

dat's all for now.. =P list is nv exhaustive.. lolx..

oh.. it's mrf bday tmr! =) happy birthday! lolx.. oh.. n jolynn too.. bt i dun tink she reads it.. bt aniwae.. happy birthday! miss ya!

cant wait for As to b over. nahx. actually dun mind still taking As. =P

chem chem chem.

2006-11-17T18:07:00.000+08:00

chem chem chem. i m so stupid. kana tricked by cambridge. haix. more wrong to cum. -.- i will b super paranoid for bio mcqs. i dun care. i wan to b happy on da last day of As. tryin to b.

hmmm. my As is lk snitch. snitch as in da harry potter dat gold gold ball w wings.

so my A for chem is lk dat.. tryin my best to catch da flyin super fast da ball.. -.- how to catch? n i m nt harry potter.. mayb ermx.. anione else lahx.. to my sis mayb gettin an A is standing 1cm away fr da goal post w/o a goal keeper... -.- she is dat li hai.. lolx.. bt i m tryin to catch dat stupid ball.. -.- will i catch it? i hope so.. if i haf a gd broom maybi can.. =P

my sis ask mi a chim qn.. in da world.. dere is more baddies or goodies? hmmm.. i tnk half half.. elmo tink so too.. my da jie tink more goodies.. i tink my er jie still dunno.. lolx.. so wat's ur choice? more baddies or goodies? if muz choose., i will choose more goodies.. i m optimistic... as in i tink baddies dat r really dat bad nt many.. bt goodies i tink alot.. lolx.. =P i tink everyone is bad n gd @ d asame time.. -.- gettin confused.

tings to buy list is piling.. bt da first ting i muz buy is earphones! n wallet! n prom stuffs!! =)

ii ii ii.. -.-

last 2 days to wear sch u.. to go sch.. to take 133/136 to sch.. to take 22/24/135/853 hm.. haix..

rejoice As is over or sad dat sch is over? no more uniform.. no more mornin assembly.. sad..

it's kidna strange it's juz 2yrs n da feelings developed so fast.. mayb coz we spent v. long hrs in sch? esp j1 wen our lessons can last till 5? hmmm.. bye bye to nanyang.. lolx.. will c u soon.. =) i hope i dun nid to cry (again) in sch.. lolx.. bless mi.. =P

i wan buy my comics!! yup.. my spiral is out agian! omg.. =) n 2 dear boys.. n da yuugi fushigi.. hmm.. wrong spelling.. nvm.. dat bk cum out v. long le i haven buy.. =P buy le still mzu wait v. long.. lolx.. buy ltr den.. dear boys! =) muz reread liaox.. too long nv touch dat le.. spiral! tho i noe da ending le.. bt still v. xcited!! omg omg omg.. =P

lallaa. n so mani movies to watch!! cant wait for Deathnote 2.. den Eragon! surely v. nice de... fantasy trilogy!! den ermx.. summore.. bt i dun rmb.. =P

oh.. congrats to those As over le! jiay ou to those hu left some more! =)

tata. dat's it for now. i tink. =P

i nid to lose weight.

lalala.

2006-11-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

had dream again. lolx.. aftnn nap i guess.. or i shld call it mornin nap.

#1. i tink i m da same even in da dream. obviously wanted to bt kip sayin no. -.- n i still cldnt find wat i wan to find. n wat it is? i dun rmb le. i tink is my bro? lolx.. dun rmb.. bt glad dere r pple w mi searchin.. =)

#2. my family is goin to zoo.. so actually everyone is very happy! den we were sittin down.. mayb resting.. den a squirrel lk creature hop onto my dad.. lolx.. den we r lk "so cute!" bt den it kip pullin my dad's beard [since wen my dad haf beard?] bt aniwae.. so to save my dad.. i offer dat creature my arm.. so it cling onto it lk mad.. den it juz refuse to let go! den i was runnin.. den finally shake it off! bt it dropped into a nest of da creatures.. it looks lk it is goin to suffocate to deat.. coz it's a lot of dem inside! v. disgusting! so i offered my hand again.. i m so stupid! oh.. n along da way.. i broke my pencil.. -.- mayb i was doin my chem juz now.. soaw da chem cum into da pic.. lolx..

oh.. another dream.. dat one was ytd nap de.. aft meetin kisa.. dreamt of meeiting hana.. =)

lalalla. i m so stressed. nt dat i can fele da ipmact.. bt i juz nv find myself doin enough.. nv tink myself i doin enough. wat i s enough? doin 10qns is enough? doin 100qns is enough? wants r unlimited.. so i guess dere is nv enough! -.- half filled or half empty?

wat does da future lies for mi? hmm.. diz sentence sounds wrong.. bt den.. wateva.. =P

i wan to change my blogskin!!

hmmm.

2006-11-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

i will log off @ 7pm. wasnt supposed to b here aniwae.

econs sux. i will definitely fail econs. -.- nt surprised if i get O or even F? lolx.. my case study is gone.. den i doubt i can pass my mcqs.. it is diz bad.. -.-

习惯，不是喜欢。dere's a difference.

stereotypin.

ii = -1.. -.- okiex.. ii means irritating idiots. lolx.. ii ii ii ii ii ii looks lk candles! -.- hmm.. now it reminds mi dat sb bday is cumin.. hmmm.. muz go check calendar..

hmmm.. i lk diz phone!

sony ericsson w900i~! nt new rite? =P bt horx.. y do i nid a walkman phone? hmmm.. i lk da white one tho! v. nice! bt it's slide.. lolx.. mayb i shld stick w my
z610i? hmmm.. nahx.. i dun tink so.. lolx..

n i realise dat isnt da phone i saw initially!! -.-

w850i! it looks alike rite? =P

149 new HIV, Aids cases reported in first half of 2006 haix... dat's a lot.. hmmm.. bt muz provide help for dem! dey so ke lian! -.-

cant wait As to b over.. bt i wont b v. happy i guess.. lolx.. feel so lost. -.- jia you!

tata`` oh.. congrats to those hu ended deir As!! =)

oh.. pics taken fr www.sonyericsson.com =)

hmmm.

2006-11-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

wanted to change blogskin.. c here c dere. give up le. will haf to live w it until i make my own.. lolx.. lose my skills liao.. -.- lalala. will b using com for v. frequently aft As. nid to do so mani tings. =)

my mood is gettin horrifyin. lolx.. kinda down coz of da shows i watch.. -.-

din study @ all. okiex. did mcqs. fr unit 1 to unit 10? half of it was juz reading da ans n say "hmmm.. correct.." lolx.. so din do much. bt mayb it helps? den for chem. din do anitin. -.- i m so so so so so dead. n holy act did 10papers 2!! lolx. i tink i flip thru 10paper2? lolx.. din bother to re-do. hmmm. so dead. so dead. so dead.

i can imagine myself cryin due to lousy results nxt yr march. damn.

tata. i will still try to work harder. =) tata`

jia you everyone!!

few tings.

2006-11-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

1. had a tok w my siss abt future. lolx.. uni life. hmmm. where shld i go? my sis sae muz tink liao.. no time. den she sae anihow study lahx. hu cares wat's ur degree. -.- den 4gt hu sae juz dun regret can liaox. den yada yada yada. tell u all details nxt time? hmmm. nahx. din really rmb.. =P

2. L in deathnote looks so much yandao-er in present! lolx.. as in nt in da movie. lolx.. i prefer da real him? lolx..

3. online now coz i wan to use com for .5hr only.. so cum online on 3.30 n hafta log off @ 4 coz my carton starts @ 4.. endin soon!! =) bt kinda sad ending. sob sob.

4. cant wait for xmas sales!! omg omg.. pple muz shop w mi!! =) priorities r wallet n headphone n prom stuffs!! =) cant wait to buy a new wallet!! say bye bye to b.u.m. n hello to piere cardin!! =)

lalala.

happy studyin! =)

简单。

2006-11-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么要叫这entry简单。不知道。

妈妈今天说“妹妹，好了。可以去吃了。”我就说，“我几时不好？”然后她就说， “哪里好？你都不开心。”然后我就回答说“考试怎么开心？”

As对我的影响很大。可能是算数paper 1吧。总觉得，自己好烂。这样的自己怎么能出人头地？怎么能成为一个我自己会骄傲的人。怎么呢？好烂，心情怎么会好？

所以呢，都有想哭的冲动。看到《宫》的广告都想哭。“为了信君而哭，为了信君而心痛……他的手握能我多久？”好难过。虽然只是一部戏，却还是感到很心痛。忍着泪水，我能撑多久？还有，今晚要播的《回家》。今晚我会看，会哭的要死吧。

奶奶，以前每个星期天会看到她。可是，因为我们语言上不能沟通的问题，所以不怎么说话。小时不懂事。不知道要尝试沟通。现在，想要也没了。走了。几个月就会会去看他。和公公。十二月我也会回去。我希望我会。我要。

我忘了要说什么。

一二三四五六七八九十。

看了《宫》，看他们忙着final year project，好感慨哟。好想这样喔。我的大学生涯呢？到底是要做什么呢？要忙着type report吗？还是要做些自己真的会爱的？我的热忱到底在哪里？你的呢？我的未来到底会怎么样？

我是个悲观者。我是吗？

问个问题：
如果有四样东西，价值一样。你会要哪一个？
1。镜子
2。眉刷
3。腮红(sth lk blush)
4。梳子

答案等一下在公布。

对了。我会开另一个blog。华文的吧。有些事情，一直想做，却还没做。考完As，不再是学生，我会去做。我的职业就不是学生。这句话听的好奇怪。不是学生。我真的老了。

在家里，偶尔会觉得自己格格不入。就好像奈叶。希望最后能跟她一样，最后很快乐，知道自己的路要怎么走。

[taken fr http://www.nanoha.com ]

好了。答案。
这个测试是看你多么会吃醋：
1。 90%
2。40% 会让人觉得很可爱的吃醋。
3。 10% 你觉得吃醋是件那很无聊的事。
4。 70% 不会把吃醋的是说出来。所以只要翻倒醋坛子，就一发不可收拾。

我选择梳子。满准的。

可能是因为读了spiral吧。那个永远会让我深思的漫画。我知道结局了。不小心看到了。可是，也就算了。要有希望。一定要有。不然就一直在黑暗中度过。我才不要。

对了。我的心痛了一下吗？我疯了。

好想去海边走走。好想去骑脚踏车。等靠完As吧。离开了南洋，有多少人会想我？有多少人约我出去？不是因为顺便，而是为了想跟我在一起而约我。想问我最近怎么样，想看看我。会有几个人？你会想我吗？听蓓蓓说过，一定要保持联络。我是个需要认可定的人。没被肯定，总觉得自己活得没意思。

我会去自杀吗？不要担心。我不会。想做的事太多了。没做完我是不会死的。要是做到了，我也不想死。所以不会死。别担心。

好低落。我真是个笨蛋。

好了，不要再complain了。我要去读书了。

对了，econs.我以后如果读business的话，一定会再度碰到econs。我要怎么办？根本不想再读econs了。宁愿读maths。所以，想要读business的决心在动摇。让我觉得很不安。没有目标，就好像一艘迷路的船，没有了lighthouse。怎么办？

迷茫。

caterpillar!

2006-11-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

caterpillar! cute cute cute! chocolate rice de! da one w/o chocolate rice looks nicer! =)

lalala. cute cute cute. =)

oh. i teared 2dae. lolx. coz dere is no food for mi. as in nt da food i want to eat. so i gt nth to eat. i teared. i guess i still haven grow up. =P lalala. still a kid.

baaaaaaaaaaaaa.

tata. again. =)

电。

2006-11-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

我被电到。真的被电到的电到。凌晨一点多，我冲完凉出来，拿起刚刚充好电的手机，卧在床上，决定要回复kelly。结果，为什么右手麻麻的？心里想，“我的身体真的弱了，在一下下手就麻痹了。” 我没当一回事，继续回复。回复到一半，赫然发现，是点！我的手被电到了！好麻，麻麻麻。现在手还在麻。还好考算数时，我因为另一个不舒服而没什么注意，可是现在，好麻！怎么办？

lalala.

maths over. i miss maths. my fav sub. my maths. sob sob. shld i take maths?

wateva. go le. tata. *waves*

survey.

2006-11-09T12:03:00.000+08:00

did a family survey juz now.. coz da person cum knock on da door.. while i m tryin to slp.. -.- for few min... so yupx.. i m totally awake up so i may cum online awhile den go eat my bread den go sch for xams! -.-

aniwae.. wat does family income means? as in yup my sis work.. bt she nv gif da family money wat.. does dat include it? n family income of 1500 sounds ridiculous to him itink.. lolx.. wat's wrong w dat? i lived w 600 bfore.. wat's wrong w 1500? n i realise i gave wrong info for my mama's.. it's below 1000.. lolx.. wateva.. da whole survey i haf been givin nt so correct stuffs aniwae.. lalala.

As. As. As. how weird it is to call As wen u can hardly get As? xcept for my sis mayb.. lolx..

lalala. i cant wait As to over. i wan to draw draw draw. =)

tata. most prob cya ltr~

wanwan.

2006-11-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

her msn icons really v. cute!

taken fr [http://www.wretch.cc/blog/cwwany] =)

v. v. cute!

my cousin gettin married on 9 Dec.. wedding dinner i mean! lolx.. make mi feel lk gettin married.. -.- lolx.. n da ting is.. i dun haf a dui xiang.. dat's worse.. make mi feel lk i m so despo? lolx.. i rather wait for a gd guy.. =P

tata.

slaps

2006-11-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

i haf bcum stupid. wrong.. make it i m stupidier.. -.- damn.

+88jmol-1K-1.. how can i miss out K-1?
my B Cl dat qn is totally gone! okiex.. mayb dat's 3 marks? bt i cannt afford to make mistakes! my A for chem is floatin away.. float float float.. ahhhh.. icant swim! how to get it back? *sobs*

i hate to hate myself. lolx.. feel so dumb.. =(

Aura Lee. v. nice song!
When the blackbird in the spring
On the willow tree
Sat and rocked, I heard him sing
Singing Aura Lee.
Aura Lee, Aura Lee
Maid of golden hair
Sunshine came along with thee
And swallows in the air.

In thy blush the rose was born
Music when you spake
Through thine azure eye the morn
Sparkling seemed to break.
Aura Lee, Aura Lee
Bird of crimson wing
Never song have sung to me
In that sweet spring.

Aura Lee! The bird may flee
The willows golden hair
Swing through winter fitfully
On the stormy air.
Yet if thy blue eyes I see
Gloom will soon depart
For to me, sweet Aura Lee
Is sunshine through the heart.

When the mistletoe was green
Midst the winter's snows
Sunshine in thy face was seen
Kissing lips of rose.
Aura Lee, Aura Lee
Take my golden ring
Love and light return with thee
And swallows with the spring.
[taken fr http://www.37thtexas.org/html/Lyraura.html]

dey alwaes nv fail to bring happiness to mi. tho dey nv noe it. thank u so much. =)

stats stats stats. pls let mi score well in stats. damn.

x.x

2006-11-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

i m so pissed abt myself making careless mistakes.. everytime i made one.. i alwaes tink "@ least i learn now.. den i wont make ani mistake in As.." bt wat da hell?! i act made mistakes in As.. damn. supposed nt to b.. i din do 1 whole qn.. dat's fine w mi.. bt den.. careless? -.-

for bio.. i itnk i haf kidney failure alr.. duno choose dat qn for awt.. damn... dan SQs do dun feel anitin.. lolx.. lk i din noe it's correct or nt..

my dad fixed da toilet! tho till now i stil dunno if he's da one hu spoilt it.. bt my dad is so great!

i was tinkin no wonder my criteria is so high.. coz..
1. my dad is tanned n fit!
2. he cooks.. tho he cook fried rice n egg only.. bt my mama sux @ dat..
3. he fixes tings! light bulb toilet cupboard.. bt he cant fix my light..
4. he is nt afraid of insects! lolx.. he is da only one hu can help mi get rid of insects..
5. he is yandao! i saw his pic wen he was young.. so shuai! now he so cute! lolx..
6. he bot food for da poor soul studyin for As..
7. he do hsework! coz he's nt workin now..

so gd rite? lolx.. i gt such a great dad.. lolx.. too bad he's nt v. tall.. din hit 170 i tink.. hmmm.. nvm.. lolx.. =)

chemistry! din study ani chem for so so so so long!

tata. =)

damn maths.

2006-11-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

da cat looks so cute! lolx..

hmmm.. saw diz while surfing on full metal alchemist.. v. v. interested wen it is ending.. so 6wks more! -.- den i get my freedom on sat.. hope nth nice cums up.. lolx.. or else i cldnt go out on sat!! lolx.. so i haf to endure 6more wks of wkends nt goin out.... omg..

read da spoilers too.. lolx.. omg.. cant believe it is goin to end diz way.. i noe it's super hard to get a gd ending.. bt diz is so nt gd.. lolx..

aniwae.. da web is http://www.fullmetal-alchemist.com

n i hate transformation.. damn.. pls gif mi ez or none transformation for maths tmr! -.-

tata. my bio!

dream.

2006-11-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog bt no time. gtg soon. nid to read some tys den go slp.. zzz.

juz use com to check maths p1.. dunno wat da hell i m doin.. lolx..

okiex.. had a dream ytd.. or actually 2day morning...

so here r da interpretations..

Seeing a hamster in your dream, represents underdeveloped emotions. You are distancing yourself from others so that you won't end up getting hurt. It may also indicate that issues of sexuality are trivial to you. You are able to separate sex and love

Apples are symbol of fertility, growth, love and prosperity. Eating an apple means you are enjoying life and will be tasting the fruit of success, in your love life or even at your workplace. There is also the biblical reference, Adam eating the apple, which deals with the sexual dimension: forbidden love, repressed desires, sweet temptations.

Seeing or wearing a watch in your dream, suggests that you need to be more carefree and spontaneous. You are feeling limited and constrained. Seeing a broken watch in your dream indicates that you are unsure of your own feelings or how to express yourself. You are experiencing an emotional standstill.

Seeing a staircase in your dream, symbolizes change and transformation.

Seeing a tunnel in your dream, represents the vagina, womb, and birth. Thus it may refer to a need for security and nurturance. Dreaming that you are going through a tunnel, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious. You are opening yourself to a brand new awareness. Alternatively, it indicates your limited perspective. Seeing the light at the end of a tunnel, symbolizes hope.

Seeing a train in your dream, represents conformity and go along with what everyone else is doing. You have the need to do things in an orderly and sequential manner. In particular, if you see a freight train, then it refers to the burdens and problems that you are hauling around. Dreaming that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. Alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end. Seeing or dreaming that you are in a train wreck, suggests chaos. The path to goals are not going according to the way you planned it out. Or you may be lacking self-confidence and having doubt in your ability to reach your goals. Dreaming that you are the engineer means that you are in complete control of a particular situation in your waking life. Dreaming that you miss a train indicates missed opportunities or nearly escaping your death.

Dreaming that you are lost, suggests that you have lost your direction in life or that you have lost sight of your goals. You may be feeling worried and insecure about the path you are taking in life. Alternatively, you may be trying to adjust and get accustomed to a new situation in which the rules and conditions are ever changing. Dreaming that someone else is lost, represents unresolved issues or feelings regarding the person that is lost. Consider also what aspect of that person you may have lost within your own self. Perhaps you need to recapture and re-acknowledge those aspects.

taken fr http://www.hyperdictionary.com

well.. da words in bold r da key stuffs.. so here's a v. short version of da story..

i took a train.. as i m entering da train.. him n his frenz r entering too.. so we both alighted @ da same stop.. [i din noe..] so i walk walk walk.. walk until i feel v. lost.. den i suddenly saw elmo w meh meh n dat elmo act sae selamat hari raya to mi! -.- den bfore ican ask her how to go XX dey walk away le.. so i decided to walk wat i rmb [bt i usually walk undergrd..] so n yupx.. i walked past dem again.. so he came n gif mi an apple.. [ i act was tinkin wat da hell he gif mi apple for i dun eat apple..] so i accepted it n he's happy.. den zoom.. we r lookin @ hamsters.. he asked mi how much is one.. so i sae it's v. cheap.. bt wat we haf to afford is more.. our care love concern etc... den da seller came.. w his daughteR? den a hamster da gal holding is dyin in dunno how mani sec or min ltr.. so den i woke up...

diz is 2nd dream.. had another one bfore dat..

i was sittin down.. w myfamily? i dun rmb.. den i realise dere is a montster appearing fr underground..

another dream..

we r hiding.. runni up staircases n such.. so dey decided to run out of it.. pickin da correc ttime.. kunda ran out.. [i actually dreamt of energy..] den suddenly da person in front of mi is a baddie n throwing mi out [i act saved da gal beside mi..] so i dragged him w mi too.. den change scene again.. i was finding w a gal.. bt dat gal is nt match to mi.. oh i rmb.. i m wounded while protecting another person again.. -.- some needles or wat de.. den so we fight fight fight.. i rmb seeing a necklace? du nrmb le.. coz my mind is filled w da first dream i typed.. coz hu's da guy? lolx.. it's kinda weird to dream n dunno da face of it.. as in i did c his face.. a lil bit ere n dere.. bt den..hu is he? lolx.. weird weird weird..

kk.. gtg. =)

jia you!

i swear.

2006-11-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

i swear i haf reasons to cum online.

1. to c all da v. cute animals pics! esp my da welsh corgi.. so cute! aniwae.. here's da link: http://cuteoverload.com

2. to read da blog entry by da RJC gal

i m slow.. inoe.. bt i guess.. surely dere r pple hu r slower dan mi.. =P

lallaa.

i gt my prom nite dress!! =) green green green! iu find it abit long still.. lolx.. so mayb i will alter it myself ltr dan.. aft As.. =) i gt 1+wk mahx.. n to shop for my heels/boots.. n my bag.. n accessories.. =)

okiex.. i nid go pia my chem le.. goin tai ji guan mo hui ltr..

tata. =)

lalala.

2006-11-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

aft slpin thrice with each nap of half an hr... n nearly fell aslp or mayb fell aslp for few min for @ lesat 2 times.. i gave up studyin.. lolx.. bt i finish my j2 bio core.. left j1 de.. for ltr.. hmmm.. no time! i still nid to study tys.. o.. n my tut n tests.. ooops.. die.. 2day dun nid slp le.. anibody @ nite bored can sms mi.. lolx...

n i cooked lunch for myself! burger! idea cums fr Ramily burger.. =)

den i m addicted to takin pics.. lolx.. since my sis returnin her da cam soon.. aft i took da pic of my prom dress.. lalala. =)

so another pic..

cute boxes! da round one is mine.. da other is mine sis.. diz is wat i bot for momiji.. lalala. my panda is so cute!!

my fav heels! loklx.. i only gt 2 pairs! i luv diz~ higher.. satin.. so comfortable!!

den some pics i took bfore..

diz is my messy cupboard! lolx.. so mani files!

my fav drink n choc! lolx.. orange juice n toblerone!

oh yarhx.. since we r tokin abt prom nite.. lolx.. show u some pics of my 2004 prom nite..

my fotos r loading so slow.. lolx.. nvm.. ishld continue typin..

bt i 4gt wan i wanted to say.. ahhhhh... hmmm..aniwae.. i guess im stillda same.. i nv changed... hmmm.. bt i guess.. i can tolerate now.. i muz change my focus to sth else lahx! -.-

oh.. i rmb.. we r da strawberry clan.. lolx.. i din noe it starts fr 1980 onwars.. thot it is for 1990 onwards.. lalala... r u strawberry> m i strawberry? lolx.. anitin lahx.. dun really mind.. i can live happily can le... lolx.. =P

dat's all.. tata!

奇怪.

2006-11-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

人的脑真的很奇怪，总是会想一些不可能发生的事。发生的几率是近零。是我的问题吗？家人每次都说我发白日梦。从很小到现在都会一个人，静静的自己幻想着。以前不会做任何事，就躺在床上发白日梦。现在，知道妈妈不喜欢，现在的我就假装做功课，发发呆。思考是好的。可是如果思考只会带来更多烦恼，我宁可不想。

不在意。
不在乎。
这代表不关心了吗？

大姐问我一个问题“你说你进大学会有男朋友吗？”我无法回答她。你呢？你说会吗？

好想好好地说话。好想好久没有好好地说了。

越来越不理解。语言带刺。好痛。到底怎么了？

不说了。睡觉！=) 明天要早起。

晚安！

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CAIQI!
may ur bday wishes cum true! jia you!
stay happy alwaes!
love u!

oh yarhx.. v. pai seh to huijia coz i din bot her da box.. lolx.. bot da box for momiji only.. heex.. so sry! lalala. =P

heex.

2006-11-02T14:47:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe.. i sae i wont cum back unnecessarily.. bt i juz dun haf da mood to do some work now n i cant slp tho i v. tired coz i juz ate.. i nid to lose some weights rmb? oh yarhx.. muz start doin sit ups.. muz jia you! lose weight.. =)

gp is over! finished! finished in both sense.. lolx..

paper 1: hmmm.. i seriously dunno if i m writing out of pt.. n i wrote 4pts only.. -.- cldnt haf time to write da 5th one coz i was determined to write a gd conclusion.. so gave up one pt... hmmm.. shld b alrite horx?

paper 2: dat is so dead.. short qns r relatively okiex.. bt i m far fr confident abt my paraphrasing.. dunno wat summary n AQ is askin.. juz crap wat i tink is relevant.. wat if it isnt?

baaaa. wateva. lolx.. wasnt worryin aniwae..

saw holy's prom stuffs.. make mi tink for my prom again.. lolx.. da dress is alr ready.. bt i will collect it on sat coz dat's da time both my sis r free.. coz dey wan to c it.. so may as well as go 2gether.. =) den for my heels.. hmm.. tinkin of wearin da one i bot fr URS.. bt da color dun really matches.. so mayb will buy another pair.. 反正 i will wear it.. so it's ok.. =) den for handbag.. hmmm.. mayb fr accessories or wat da correct spellin? da one @ j8.. someting dat is nt so so so formal.. or mayb go four seasons buy.. saw one $10 only! =) too bad i din wear pink.. i luv my sis pink color clutch~ it looks so so so so so so so elegant~! i shld haf bot pink! bt green still nicer! lolx.. lalala.

i shld go tan aft As.. apple green w tanned skin look nicer i itnk.. =) lalala. anibody wan join mi? lolx..

prom prom prom.. *smack my head* i shld tink more abt As!

As As As..

lolx.. guess awt i m doin? lookin @ prom dresses online.. coz kel was telling mi she go online n search for prom dresses.. so now i m so bored dat i look @ prom dresses..=P

i shld haf wear 旗袍.. wanted to wear sometin eastern.. bt dat time i 4gt all abt it.. ahhhhhhhhh.. nvm.. shld buy one to wear for new yr!! =) nobody can stop mi! lolx.. bt trad 旗袍 btw.. juz gt da sense of east n da silk material i guess.. ahh.. looks so nice to wear for prom! tho sg sells da surely v. ex.. lolx.. so i shld b happy w my prom dress.. =)

i m.. lolx.. it's green! omg.. it's halter.. nt dat i really wan halter.. bt i guess i look nicer w halter dan spaghett or tube.. =P lalala.

i go blog another blog le..

tata`` =) jia you for As!!!

a note.

2006-11-01T09:18:00.000+08:00

22hrs to As!! -.- so so so scary.. lolx.. aniwae... wont b onlinin unless i m checkin ans or printing stuffs.. or else.. i wont b here.. coz it's As.. nt prelims.. nt midyr.. nt block test... n i haf been slackin till now..

so bye bye till da nxt time i c u~

*waves*

PS: i hope maths paper standard is @ NO4 de.. lalala.

lalala.

2006-10-31T12:34:00.000+08:00

i m okay! lolx.. juz gt hm so tired...

my mind now is only "i cant slp i gt so many tings to do."

so tired. zzz.

lolx...

gtg.

a lil update.

2006-10-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

i noe i shld b online.. bt den. i nid to check my gp ans! summore to concentrate doin lk 1gp P2 1chem P1 1chem p2 is so damn tiring! -.- summore i printed 2 pages on one sheet.. so da words arhx.. so small.. den summore gt formula.. all tiny weeny.. strain my eyes.. so yup.. i deserved some relax rite? summore loggin off @ 2.30 to start doin chem P3.. hope to finish it by 5.. hmmm.. 13qns? i dun tink so.. -.- damn.

"jane-Touched by love too beautiful to know. ~valentino! says:
sushi ...study hard for geepeeee~!"

lolx.. gt diz fr jane.. i m studyin! bt hard enough? i dun tink so.. damn.. hmmm.. i will jia you de! doin another gp paper ltr.. bt da problem is.. i m runnin out of papers to do.. mayb i shld go look @ past tut.. hmm.. c how bahx...

lalala.

Tsubasa reservoir chronicles replaced zui you ji.. lolx.. din expect diz show.. bt den. it is! lolx.. well.. lolx.. q. a bit ridiculous.. coz it combined q. a no. of anime.. gt Cardcaptor Sakura.. Rayearth.. xxxHolic... etc.. v. funny to c all da characters in different roles now.. lolx... bt den.. i guess it is q. oiex.. summore it is more to magic! one of my fav! lolx..

c u aft As? i hope.. i will try hard to.. bt most prob will blog tmr.. coz it's q. an impt day.. lolx..

hmmmm.

2006-10-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

okiex.. now i m online again.. supposed nt to b here.. esp wen i din even finish my revision.. my econs revision! -.- cannt give up on econs!! -.-

hmmm.. my mosq bite is gettin bigger.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

it rained 2day.. still rainin now.. fetched my sis fr shop n save.. lolx.. in da end.. i still dun dare to share umbrella w others.. -.- lolx.. still dun dare to offer help.. rmbed i was being offered to share umbrella w twice.. once queueing for energy wu xie ke ji.. another was on da way to amk mrt station.. goin sentosa! den it juz rained.. so a nice lady offered mi to share umbrella w her.. i m too shy to even sae thanks! -.-

=)

i shld go study le.. tata` hmm.. shld go do gp! =)

tryin to luv gp!

lolx.. 3more days to A!!

ouch*

2006-10-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

did ij paper 1 only 2day.. came hm @ 2pm.. how to study @ all? den slpt till 4.. watch tv till 5.. den go do da paper.. -.- will haf to pia 2nite i guess.. sob sob.. so mani tings to do! i counted wat it did.. for diz revision..

4gp papers... 7maths papers.. 4chem papers.. 2DRQs 2CS.. da piece of chem tys qns [havne finish it].. read thru almost all bio notes.. read thru bio tys..

aft prelims.. dat's all i did.. how long we haf fr dere arhx?1+ mtnh! -.- n dat's all i did..

lalala.

jia you jia you jia you!

very random.

2006-10-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

=) tings to b recorded.

A) tings to do aft As

shopping!
go vivo city!
chalet!
prom nite!
meet up w sec sch frenz
meet up w pri sch frenz
party w jc frenz
work!
go sentosa!
go zoo!
bbq?
write! or shld i sae type?
plan for my near future!

dat's all for now...

B) Randoms

going novena tmr... go check check.. hope it doesnt take too much of my time.. *prays*

haf to replan my schedule again.. did chem only 2dae! did dat piece of paper printed fr litespped.. so mani qns.. did everytin xcept org chem n NO4 NO5 qns.. will do da papers itself.. n N03 N02 too.. die.. no time...

n haf to do gp everyday fr tmr!

C) things to shop for

wallet!
hp!
bag~ mayb nt so soon.. wait till sch starts.. if it ever goin to start..
flats! i seriously nid flats!
clothes!
jeans!
watch!
perfume!
etc...

D) tings to learn.

knit! so xmas gift settled? lolx..
guitar! i luv my hse de guitar.. bt da problem is i cant decide whether it is classic or acoustic.. -.-
photoshop! lolx.. as in using da software.. hmmm.. bt haf to buy it first?

E) crazy talk again

hu watched da 8pm ch U ytd? i m tinking.. y nobody offers help to "lina"? i believe she nids help too.. ni tink she deserves it.. coz she is so jian chi.. so yong gan.. to live on.. for her 3 children.. jia you!

i wan my parents to haf gd life aft i go t owork.. i tink dey nv eat xiao long bao bfore.. lots of tinsg we nv get to afford.. so i guess e r jumping out of poverty.. =) w income below 1000 we ca noso survive.. y cant u? i guess mayb we haf gd relatives? offering help to us.. thanks to dem! =)

nth much to sae le.. wanted to say q. a no. of tings.. bt kinda forgot le.. -.-

tata`` jia you!!

new.

2006-10-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

=) gt my Light skin!!! lalala. tho i prefer lime green more.. bt den.. nvm! red oso can! lolx..

lalala.

so happy! =)

go study le. motivated! lolx.. muz jia you le! one more wk.. -.- okiex. .less dan dat.. ahhhhhhhh.. lolx.. bt i guess i m more prepared for prelims diz time dan last time.. so wen pia for Os really pia a lot bt diz time nt dat bad..

i hope so.

=P

changed.

2006-10-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

change my blogskin! alwaes wanted to change it to goong.. bt ended up it's Death note! i still prefer Light.. lolx.. lk both lahx.. bt juz prefer Light.. -.- bt aniwae.. diz isnt Light.. it's L coz cldnt find ani solely Light de.. =(

bt aniwae.. pictures abt deathnote! all found using google.com

dat's all! tata`

ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

2006-10-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

cldnt focus 2dae.. -.- feel so slpy da whole day.. slpt twice u noe.. one fr 10+ to 12 da other is fr 2+ to 4.. -.- save mi!

suppsed to study bio options [shld i continue study diz or shld i juz wait for da 2days?] n tpt n regulations..

so i neded up studied tpt n regulation xcluding kidney.. i alwaes hate da kidney notes... lolx.. so will study in da nite for dat..

hmmm.. shld i do some maths now? nahx.. i dun tink so.. lolx.. will do read some notes ltr den.. all da way till aft dinner time den i will concentrate on kidney den tys! i guess i will b juz reading thru it.. lalala.

=)

oh.. is mad feeling better? hmm.. get well soon!

n paiseh to eunice n jane coz i suddenly offlined ytd.. da mighty com noes my tv show starting soon.. lolx.. so shut down.. -.-

nobody online.. everyone studying? i shld go study too le!

tata~

i wk ltr i will b happy abt gp is over.. -.-

ytd post.

2006-10-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

warning: this is a damn long entry.. dun haf time.. dun read it..

i m so angry abt findin a nice deathnote poster to put it here.. cant find ani.. -.- so 气 lahx!
so here's one to 应酬.. -.-

okiex.. so i watched death note w eunice 2dae.. mad wasnt feeling well.. well.. too bad for her.. diz show is super super super nice!! =) hmmm.. for others.. i dunno.. bt i make mi tink itnk tink.. lolx..

if u by now still dunno.. it's abt a genius picked up da death note.. or izzit called death bk? nvm.. aniwae.. so u can kill da person by using da bk.. so it is prac abt evil n gd... u look look look.. u realise.. dere is really no absolute areas.. for instance *warning:spoilers if u r goin to watch da movie* Light started off killing crimminals.. to create a crime-free world.. bt ended up.. he is killing FBI n even his gf to b nt suspected.. so where is da justice? which he kip insisting dat he haf.. n L.. using Lind L. Taylor a crimminal to test him.. making use of pple life.. even tho dat person supposed to die aniwae.. bt how gd can he b? dey too r v. alike.. juz dat Light picked up da bk.. if L picked up da bk i guess ti will b da same? or mayb worse?

toking abt crime-free world.. i was actually approve of wat Light did.. killing criminals.. aniwae.. dey deserved to die aniwae.. -.- bt hey.. i m nt dat extremist.. i noe dere r alternative pt views n i tink okiex.. mayb sometimes i dun.. -.- wateva... bt i tink is shiroi [correct spelling?] pts it out.. crime rate r dropping coz dey r in fear.. hmmm.. so dey r actually nt nt commiting crimes coz dey noe da reason.. bt juz scared to b killed.. bt.. till wen can each n every one will understand nt to commit crime? nt to kill rape rob steal? wen we can haf such philosophy? learnt in econs.. scarcity.. pple haf UNLIMITED WANTS... n limited resources.. so dey will compete.. so refuse to lose out will den do tings dat r nt approve by da rest.. can dere b one day where da world is crime free?

n hu set da laws? a grp of pple setting wat seems to b correct.. how do u noe if it's correct? juz lk any myth or legend.. how do u noe? how do u noe it's enough? wat is enough? enough to scare everyone off is enough? den Light is correct? deterrence.. dat's wat govt or country does too rite?

wat will u do if u get da bk? will u kil those hu cannt b dealed by Law? or u will juz throw it away? wat will i do? hmmm.. i duno.. muz wait till i get da bk.. bt i rather nt get da bk.. nv..

你比恶魔更恶魔... sounds irony rite? bt i guess.. dat's sth abt genius? [sry no offence to genius..] refuse to lose.. refuse to admit dey can b wrong..

bfore i watch da show.. i lk L more.. coz he's da police? bt now.. can i 4gt abt baddies? so ended up i lk Light more.. bt den.. i juz cldnt approve he "killing" his gf.. i can c y he did dat in da begining. as in killing criminals... bt ended up.. hmmm.. he juz dun wan lose to L.. tryin to save himself.. -.-

so will i recommend? i wld recommend da movie! it's v. nice.. bt mayb i shld spend my time tinkin so mani tings.. lolx.. u will start to tink.. ... omg.. cant i b more simple minded?

okiex.. back to wanted to type ytd.. -.-

was eating da sweet ytd.. brot it 2 sch 2dae dat one.. so i was prayin v. hard nt to get blackcurrant! so i open a lil bit den ahhh.. is black.. so i close it back n i open da other side.. omg.. black again.. den i was tinking i gave up.. i take dat.. den i really open den i realise.. it isnt blackcurrant! it is strawberry? some dark red color lahx.. so i ended up w 2 issues i tink...

1. if u r mi.. will u close back da other side n eat fr da org side u r goin to eat since dey r da same.. furthermore u open dat side first mahx.. u initially wanted to eat dat.. bt lk i sae initially.. -.- i tink different pple will haf different ways bahx.. n i started tinkin.. if diz 2 r pple.. izzit fair dat i choose da latter one coz i lazy? izit fair if it is in a r/s? lk coz da person nearer to u or mayb nicer to u.. even tho dey r nt da one.. u stil go for it juz bcoz anitin lahx?

2. tings alwaes differs as time passes.. n u nv noe if u nv go try.. u nv noe if u nv go find out.. juz lk da sweet i thot it is blackcurrant.. bt aft opening more i realise it isnt.. noe-ing pple r da same way too.. u nv relaly noe until u noe dem? lolx.. mayb for guys too.. as in u nv noe if dat guy is for u until u really noe him.. looks can b deceiving..

aint u amaze how mani issues i can tink of juz fr a tube of sweets? more to cum...

haze. did u realise da haze is goin soon? as in i alr ?? being w haze.. i still feel uncomfortable.. bt i juz gt used to it.. how great is human adaptability to new environment? if one day.. da Earth really "dies" as in all resources r run out n we haf to live lk stone age.. will we b able to adapt? i noe wen u tink now u will b lk omg.. no com no tv no hp no mp3 how to survive? bt everyone is da same.. eventually u may 4gt all abt it.. n get used to it.. those hu dun adapt will eventually die.. juz lk Darwin's evolution theory.. survival of the fittest..

n now haze is gone.. u realise.. now da scenery is so clear.. n u will appreciate [i hope] da clear air.. stop polluting! okiex.. dat's v. v. v. v. hard.. almost MI.. so reduce pollution! clear sky.. da sun so bright.. shld go beach le.. *hints* lolx.. guess it haf to wait till As.. n i shld go run to burn off some fats.. -.-

hmmm.. i shld tok a bit abt 2dae...

went to sch 2day for gp.. last time listening to ms darrell lecturing.. *sobs* den went to amk S11 to eat! den go hm~ lolx. den argue here argue dere.. finally decided to watch movie ourselves! lolx.. den go watch.. oh.. da waiter? no wat is it called? looks lk pri sch mate.. lolx.. it's great to go out w sb hu noes u since pri sch.. =) wen cum out of da cinema.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! it's raining! oh.. btw.. the cathay cinema gd! lolx. i lk.. bt da person in front of mi sits way too high le bahx.. it's lk da seat rite if u sit normally horx.. cant even cmi lahx.. da person haf more da half a head above da seat.. luckily dere is a grad.. so i juz haf to sit v. v. straight to read da subtitles! it's in jap mahx.. oh back to where i was.. my mama is so suay.. coz i din wan to bring bag so my mama ask wat if it rains.. n it did.. -.- n i gt no umbrella.. so my heels r wet! it's satin leix! *heartache*

i m crazy.

2006-10-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

i m really crazy..

goin to start a new blog.. chi one.. lolx.. w juz thots lahx.. i itnk i nid to type more chi stuffs.. so in case u all c all da chi words until v. sian so i decided to split dme.. lolx.. so pple hu dun really lk chi dun haf to try to read.. bt in da first plac.e. do u da chi words? lolx...

c how first lahx..

cant find da blog skin i lk..

mayb i shld drag till aft As.. or durin As.. to type stuffs.. den show everytin aft As.. den u guy will b happy reading.. -.-

okiex.. i shld go prepare le.. tata` =)

deathnote! here i cum! =) 2day no study? hmmm.. mayb do some chem n mark many papers.. i hate marking! i rather do.. lolx.. tmr will b v. bz!

tok to ya in da nite!

bot.

2006-10-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

bought my prom nite dress.. nt w mi.. haven gt my size.. i m wearin S! can u imagine? bt my stomach or waist feel so tight.. muz save mi if i faints.. lolx...

n it cost $110! -.- more ex dan daniel yam de.. -.- can u imagine? will i rather da daniel yam de? bt da likely hood dat daniel yam will clash is v. high.. so mine is gd enough! sumore is green!!! green green green! =)

it is long.. so i nid to make it short shrot short.. bt longer dan my sch skirt.. sch skirt leix.. cant it b same lenght as dat?! bt i tink if v. short dun haf da glam factor? hmmm.. how? lolx.. can i try it on nxt nxt wk den ask da person to help mi alter again? =P c how bahx..

it loks lk.. da synergy dance costume! -.- lolx.. 99% alike.. lolx.. bt it cost 110.. -.-

damn.. kana sae by my sis.. -.-

i muz diet!

shld go stuyd le..

tata~

=).

2006-10-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

monday no blues. =) for now.

lolx.. now happily tokin to elmo n san..

mayb goin to watch deathnote on wed?! i hope mad can make it.. =) coz eunice is working less for da movie.. lolx.. *prays*

no mood to study.. nvm.. do some maths ltr den.. dun nid to itnk so much..

juz now doing pj gp p2 until i wan die.. meritocrasy wateva wateva.. diz kind of compre alwaes make mi headache.. -.- hope tp one isnt lk diz.. =)

lalala. =)

damn.

2006-10-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

so ended up nt watchin deathnote tmr. nt dat mad anihow cancels da outing. she has valid reason. bt i m juz so unhappy abt it. coz since duno wen i thot i m watchin deathnote on monday. n ended up. i dunno wen i m watchin it. or even if i m watchin it. coz eunice wed cannt make it. n my smses stopped here. juz dun feel lk sms-in abt it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my deathnote. damn. oh. n i even noe wat to wear le.

reasons i wan to watch deathnote:
1. it's jap. yup. dat's simple.
2. it cums fr manga.
3. da trailer simply looks gd.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

finish my econs ROG stuffs juz now.. my last macroeconmic problems din read much.. fell aslp.. lolx.. was half lyin on bed half on chair n slpt for 15min? lolx... now a bit awake.. hmmm.. bt i dun tink i wil continue doin gp since tmr i m so free. i can do more i guess. goin to squeeze everytin in tmr so i dun nid to tink abt other tings. den tues i can buy my prom nite dress. den wed i can go sch.

n my prestige how? hmmm.. i tink my sis wan watch. c how lahx. mel so bz watchin movie shld let her haf some time study. ltr she din score well *touch woooooood x100000000* she blames mi. =P nahx. she wont. she dun dare. lolx.

1000words said.

i guess da reason i din kill myself bcoz dere r still so mani tings to do. no matter how bad i ended will b. i still wan to do da tings i wan to do. i dun care.

10days to As? i tink so. wateva. din feel da As. damn.

damn. damn. damn.

no wonder my title is damn.

-.-

went to temple pray tdae.. pray to dunno how mani deities n buddhas.. lolx.. den went to Ann Siang Hill.. n it rained.. lolx.. den we found da well! so i insisted lookin @ da well.. den walk in da rain.. -.- n went t oda temple which provide nos which alwaes win 4Ds de? lolx.. i luv Thian Hock Keng temple! hokkien temple.. =) went dere since i was young.

cya tmr den. tmr. haix.

a lil post.

2006-10-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

=) a lil post.

thot of him while i m bathin. lolx. hu is him? act all da hims r different. lolx. i guess my mama is correct. i am an idiot @ r/s kinda ting.. i juz cant c it... cant c dat u r interested in mi.. unless u r super duper obvious... i dun wan to b a paranoid wen ani guy is nice to mi den oh he lks mi... pls.. i m nt dat bhb.. lolx.. so i rahter all guys r my frenz only.. hmmm.. bt mayb act he din lk mi actually.. lalala. it's over aniwae.. din c him @ all for 3yrs? i dunno.. lalala. i tink i m smarter now. i noe. -.- act i din really noe. bt clever le.

i lk ytd 7pm show! v. v. nice.. wang xi! lolx..

tata. i go pray le. =)

i'm much more confident in chem dan everytin. -.- i nid to replan.. to b more confident in toher subjects. =) 2day is gp + econs day! so is tmr! i muz master econs! -.- mcqs mcqs mcqs.. bt i fail all papers.. -.- help mi! okiex. .xcept mcqs.. -.- i m so helpless in econs.. can anibody save mi? my bio paper 2 too! ahhhhhhhhh... soon willb bio bio bio n more bio.. -.- replan`

haf a nice day`

wrong.

2006-10-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

did maths nov o5 paper 2dae. horrible. my maths p2 is omg. da ting i always ran away fr cum back. my stats. i nid to improve my stats. i nid to. i have to. bt i dun haf da time to. i haf to cut tv. no more yu le bai fen bai. left liao zhai den. --

tings r gettin so wrong now n den.. for eg supposed to wish kel happy bday on her day. so by da time i get to my phone is 3+ am. so i tink nvm lahx. tmr den sms her. den i din. den i tinkin okiex.. den i shld write her a card to give her tmr. bt i din write oso. wat's wrong w mi? wat i tink n wat i do gettin more n more apart. i m so dead.

supposed to do 1chem 2maths 2 gp 1DRQ 1 CS study bio energetics. n wat i did? 1chem 1 maths. hello? nt even half lahx. m i pushin myself too hard? i dunno.

da desire of dying rose. i will nt gif up. i rather die. so i guess i wont gif up neither i will kill myself. coz killing myself = giving up. -.-

da desire of goin out tmr n mon decreases.. bt i will. tmr coz i m such superstitious person. mon coz i wan c mad n wei.. =) so long le.

baaaaaaaaaaa. i shld go study le. tata.

can sb save my maths! n bio! n econs! n gp! omg.. wat if my chem goes wrong too? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

gettin insane.

nonsensical talks.

2006-10-21T19:00:00.000+08:00

okiex.. to start w diz entry.. make 3 sentences.. each start w "i wish i.."
1. i wish i haf a nicer body lk hmmm rainnie? lolx.. her size seems to b q gd.. =)
2. i wish i haf dat talent in music.. ireally lk music..
3. i wish my socialising skills r better..

a rat cldnt find food for its baby rats.. in despair.. it tried to ran across da road for hope to cheese dere? however.. it nv made it.. a car came n killed it. den other rats c its baby rats so ke lian.. n started to gif food to dem. hmmm. i juz dun lk da idea abt givin food to da baby rats.. nt dat i m nt empathic okiex? i m so empathy. bt if da rat ran across da road to kill itself bcoz it cannt tink of a soln.. so if da rat din wan to take care of da baby rats le.. den y da other rats shld? n if some rat same situation saw wat da other rats did.. will da rat kill itself juz to get food for its baby rats? i juz hope no more rats will run across da road. so sickening. go bang ur head into a wall instead lahx. bt i guess. dun gif up. feel despair now n den.. bt nv gif up. bt in some cases u can.. lolx..

how r u? i dun tink i tok to u bfore.. tho we sae da same tings gether bfore in camp.. n i dun lk u.. bt i m juz concern.. lolx.. haven seen u for 2yrs.. how r u? hope life is fine for u.. =)

i m an absorber? i m go check up.. y i kip absorbing other sadness? mayb a converter oso? change pple annoyance to my sadness? m i tryin to pity myself? hu m i? wat m i? -.-

oh.. i seriously tink my sis gt alzhemier.. correct spelling? aniwae.. she 4gt to switch off da iron again. aiyoyo...

if everyone tinks abt others a bit more.. wil life b gettin better? i dunno.. bt dat's wat i wish.. tink of others..

i tink everyone in our class is ard da same.. dat's y we take da same combi.. dat's y our character is da same.. bt i guess.. some sides of urs may b stronger will others haf another side stronger.. juz so.. bt overall we r da same.. lk it or nt.. we da same.. trust mi.

hmmm.. so now.. make 5 sentences w "luckily i'm nt.. " or "luckily i have"
1. luckily i'm nt handicapped...
2. luckily i'm nt dat hypocrite lk bfore..
3. luckly i'm nt having financial difficulties..
4. luckily i'm nt fat..
5. luckily i have a happy family..

hmmm.. so wen u kip tinkin i wish i have.. u kip tinking abt ur bad pts.. n start being sad.. bt if u tink abt wat u haf.. u feel much better.. sth i learnt fr wu dan ru.. =)

jia you! a bit rush.. cannt explain further.. sae ltr.. if i m cuming online..

=) tata! jia you!

feet`

2006-10-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

my soles hurt lk mad.. -.-

i bot new heels! satin! so so so so soft!! =) so comfortable.. bt a bit too tall for my feet.. for now.. =P bt i luv it! summore is bot @ 20% sale! i dun care aft dat it's stil ex.. =P

kelly's bday celebration a bit ermx.. lolx.. da dinner is okiex.. da cake is pathetic.. lolx.. cream melted until lk dat.. den da bk cover wrong.. lolx.. i oso @ fault lahx.. so nvm.. den dunno she lk da pencil case anot.. lolx.. a bit too bz to buy tings.. so will b nicer nxt yr! i hope.. lolx..

tired. bt i wan watch repeat. i

tmr nt goin pray.. so tmr will work hard da whole day.. den sun go pray.. den mon go out!! =) swimming? i still dunno..

life is simple. for now. =)

mayb u r really nt as gd as i thot u r. dat is so disappointing. u seems to b better.

morning.

2006-10-19T09:49:00.000+08:00

morning! i m so tired.. zzz- woke up @ 7+.. finally woke up coz i put my alarm @ 6+.. lolx.. had a nitemare so i woke up.. -.- or else i will still b slpin i guess.. i m so tired now.. it is lk 9+ am i alr so tired!

did vj gp paper! =) failed again.. lolx.. my summary nid to b improved...

tings to do 2dae.. will review it ltr.. 2+ am i guess..
1. vj gp paper 2
2. tp gp paper 2
3. 1 econs drq
4. 1 econs cs
5. bio: cell n nuclear divisions, genetics, inheritance
6. econs: trade n resource allocation
7. another econs drq. mayb i will do dat tmr.
8. yjc chem dat is tmr de.. bt i goin out tmr.. so muz do 2day.. tmr still gt maths to do.. -.-

n i ahven read my gp stuffs.. time!

i go jia you le! =)

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2006

gone.

pooh

new.

weird.

same bloood.

deathnote 2

upset.

happy new year!

golden flower.

great.

a night @ da museum.

cashier.

small.

merry christmas.

习惯.

tired.

first day.

so sweet!

suay day.

omg!

hmmm.

遗忘.

slp too much.

remorsed.

eragon.

花样少年少女

starry.

messy.

happy feet.

4gtten.

postcards.

tings to say.

list for christmas..

gbm.

hee.

oh yarhx...

promy.

street lamp.

hmmm.

preview.

10 amazing alarm clocks.

sweet.

lalala.

dead

prom 2nite.

moody.

youtube.

com is fine!

you will lose everything.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hello!

fotos.

out w mad.

understood.

erm.

lalala.

updates.

sad.

test.

one more!

lalala.

hey!

back. w a list.

chem chem chem.

lalala.

hmmm.

hmmm.

few tings.

简单。

caterpillar!

电。

survey.

wanwan.

*slaps*

x.x

damn maths.

dream.

i swear.

lalala.

slaps